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I can't

Jungkook just came back from school he had an idea to ask Jimin out since they just wrote their exam and it's Friday today meaning it's weekend. He didn't see Jimin today not anywhere nor in class and Jimin never skips school there must be something bothering him.

"Good afternoon Mrs Park have you seen Jimin?" Jungkook asks since today his dad went to work he will see him late. "Oh he is not home yet." Mrs Park said "something is wrong" Jungkook said before running outside.

"What did Jiminie say he liked again....uh...going in the woods, bridges, uhh parks, near lakes but here the woods and bridges are far away, I will look for him at the park then at the lake." Jungkook said to himself while running.

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JM's POV

I just called at school and told them I can't write today I am sick, well I will have to go to the doctor later on, I need to clear my mind, but Taemin hyung, I can't, I can't stop thinking about him. I am tired I came here for a fresh start since my dad died but I just can't.

The thought of him doing such a bad thing I couldn't help but think about it everytime. I remember when I found out, I was so sad, I just cried for a month straight, my dad died a year ago, before I moved, I just want to come here to my father's grave and talk to him for once.

At the moment I am In the taxi to Busan, trains will take long, I have to be there before 12 pm. Right now it is 8 am. I didn't tell my mom or anyone, it's like mom moved on and forgot I just can't forget dad like that.

As soon as I got there I went to his grave after 30 minutes of looking for it. "Park MinLee, hi dad I bought you your favorite flowers, I miss you dad, how could you leave so soon, couldn't you just wait for your only son to finish high school?, I love you so much.

You know I met this hyung, he is Jungkook hyung, Jeon Jungkook. I like him appa, but my trust for boys is gone, I can never trust anyone after what happened to you. The only person I trust is mom. But it's like she moved on really quick.

What do you think I should do appa, trust him? Or give myself sometime before trusting him, I would hate it if the same happened to eomma or me, I don't want to end up in a situation like you appa, although I would like to be with you, it's just not right." I said while talking to my dad's grave.

I sat there continuing talking, and telling him about my school and how my year went and everything, I miss dad, we used to be bestfriends, and he accepted me as gay and a crossdresser.

Soon when it was 11:30am I left going to Seoul again. I am sure Jungkook hyung is looking for me at school, but whatever, I will go somewhere to clear my mind a little. Maybe a lake? Yea a lake I am going there right now.

It is peaceful here I love it, there is only me, I will stay here till late I guess, I don't even feel like eating anything, I just want to relax, away from school, away from home, away from hyung and I did, I stayed there till 4 pm I guess I will wait till 8 pm before I go home.

"Yah, Yah, yah." I heard someone call and it sounded like...."Jungkook hyung, what are you doing here?" I ask him. "Where were you? Huh? I have been looking for you everywhere, why did you skip school? What about your exam that you had to write today? Huh? What-" I cut him off.

"Shh hyung you are giving me a headache, the exam I will write it on Monday, I went somewhere today, I can't tell you why though sorry hyung, sit with me, I came here for peace and quiet so please give me that." I said as I looked at the sky.

"Fine, but you will eventually tell me what is going on okay, for now I will let it slide." He said as he gave me a peek on my forehead and I smiled. "Thank you hyung" I said and he just hummed looking at the sky too.

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