Let it go
JM's POV
After talking to Jungkook I think I am ready to talk to my mom about the problem, she is not really a talkative person, she doesn't even talk to Mr Jeon, she talks to me first. I went to her room since it is 2 rooms after Mr Jeon's.
I knocked on the door and waited for a response, "come in" I heard from the inside. "Mom can we talk?" I ask her. "Yes honey, it's been days since I have saw you, it's like you are trying to ignore me" she said. "Well yes I have been ignoring you and everyone else." I said.
She knows I don't beat around the bush, I get straight to the point even if the words will hurt but I will point it out straight for instance if I see a girl on her period and she doesn't know since she can't feel it and didn't know she will go that time I will just got to her and say girl you are on your periods and you have stained you trouser or skirt to go the office now before anyone else see you, not hey um you have um you have red stain on you trouser and obviously I will tell her in private after hiding it with my jersey or something. It would be embarrassing to tell her infront of anyone well not for me but her her.
"Why is that baby?" She asks. "Do you even know what day it month it was last month?" I ask her "Ofcourse October?" She said. "Anything clicking in your head?" I ask her. "Well, oh my God it was your birthday on the 13th I have been so busy I didn't notice i am sorry baby" she said.
"Well let's ignore the fact that you forgot my birthday, I wasn't going to celebrate it anyway, would you tell me why mother?" I ask her? "Well no? You tell me?" She said. "Mom on the 13 of October we lost someone we love who was it?" I ask her more sternly.
"Oh? You ate mad about that? You dad? I am trying to move on, reminding myself of him I won't move on" She said. "Mom moving on doesn't mean you need to forget him, he is still your late husband, and my dad, you didn't even come to check if I was okay you just thought about moving on. Isn't it too early to move on mom? Dad past away last year and worse on my birthday, do you think I will celebrate my birthday like before? It will never be the same, we were betrayed by someone we trust , someone I loved with the whole me on.my.birth.day mom don't you think I needed you that day?, you could have asked for a day off for us to visit dad, and I am very sure that Mr Jeon would have let you go. " I said
"Well it has past and you need to let it go." She said and that hurt me even more. "I can't let it go mom, I can't, I loved dad he was my only bestfriend and YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM, I WISH IT WAS YOU WHO DIED INSTEAD OF DAD, I HATE YOU" I shouted running from her room going outside and I saw Jungkoon coming from his dad's room.
The only safe place I went to my dad's grave, I know I can be at peace even though my words came out of anger, I love my mom.
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Fanfiction"He is so cute and adorable, I can't handle it." "get it together, we have a game to play right now." ______ "Wow sassy I like it" "I do not care about what you like, just stay away from me you jerk" Started: 27 Nov 2k21 Ended:........... I will p...