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Vlog #34 | I came back 2 years ago

"heyyyyy, we're in the car waiting for mommy" i said as i put the camera in front of us and rose keeps on poking my nose

"I heard that" Scarlett says coming in the car with 2 drinks and a cake pop

"Hey red"

"Hmm?"

"You wanna know something?"

"If you're gonna tell me that you're in a relationship.. it's fine"

"No-- that's too dramatic"

"Oh" she says looking down hiding her face laughing

"I came back here 2 years ago"

"What?" She asked suddenly stopped smiling and looked at me weird out

"Didn't you felt a familiar hand when you were in emergency room?" I asked smiling and she covered her mouth shocked

"No way..."

"Yes way" i chuckled drinking

" No... you're kidding"

" I'm nottt, i have it on a video and made a documentary about it"

" Are you serious?"

" Of course, you were passed out for like 3 days and i stayed t the hospital waiting for you to wake up and i take care of rose because i wanted to surprise you but---

" lizzie says you're mad at me and i Don't want to stress you out because you just y'know gave birth, it would be really bad for you"

" I was mad at you but you could have just showed up when i woke up"

" I know.. I'm sorry"

" Rose doesn't know me because you showed my picture..she knows me because i was the one babysitting her with lizzie when you're filming"

" But she doesn't know who i am so me and lizzie told her I'm her auntie"

" Auntie y/n" rose says and i just forced a laugh

" I can admit it hurts when she can't know who i am and she keeps on calling me auntie when i was craving for her to call me mama" i said laughing but I'm also starting to get really emotional

" I just wish i spend those times where we can just chill on the bed with our baby but..time has passed and she's a big girl now"

" We can still do that" Scarlett says squeezing my hand

" You're up for baby number 2?" I asked playfully and she shaked her head also laughing

"We already talked to take it slowly and now we're talking about another baby" she says sniffing can't stop laughing

"Why are you crying?" Rose says tilting her head looking at us both

"Coz I want to be a avocado"

"Aww Don't worry mommy we will find a way" rose says literally wiping my tears and i just laugh at her innocence

"Why don't we watch the documentary at home? I have with me" i proposed and Scarlett agreed

We both drive home and i was just amaze how everything seems like it was 2 years ago..

I was still holding rose while looking around expecting someone to jump on mr

" Where's fin?" I asked looking around

"He's...uhmm gone"

" What?" I looked at her shocked and she suddenly burst out laughing

"She's just in the vet calm down"