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vlog #85 | reacting to songs about me

y/n pov

hey y'all welcome back to my YouTube channel!! for today's video...bitch I'm gonna hurt my self, we will be reacting to songs about me! i'm cool with my exes now and we all moved on from that tragic past  and they actually told me what are the songs that they wrote about me and told me to react on them..... disclaimer we will just play like the chorus and not all of these people are my exes but they admitted that they have songs wrote about me" i explained doing a intro while holding Scarlett's hand as she just looking directly at my face

"who are you more scared to listen to" scarlet asked

"probably olivia and billie"

"why? wait Olivia isn't your ex right?"

"yeah.....but she said she wrote some songs about me and all of her songs are fucking shady soo that shit scares me" i mumbled chuckling while Scarlett just shaking her head

"shall we start?" she asked and i nodded

"mkay so i actually got a list...lets start at taytay" Scarlett says playing shake it off

"first of all this is my favorite song" she added and I'm just sitting here sweating questioning my life decisions

My ex man brought his new girlfriend
She's like, "Oh my God!"
I'm just gonna shake
And to the fella over there with the hella good hair
Won't you come on over baby?
We can shake, shake, shake (Yeah)
Yeah, oh

'Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play
And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate (Haters gonna hate)
Baby, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off (Whoo-hoo-hoo)

Scarlett just keeps on singing dancing on her sit and I'm just heee appreciating the shadiness

"so! i wanna know the story begind this and what's your thoughts?" Scarlett asked

"uh obviously I'm the player" i huff shaking my head laughing

"who's the "brought his new girlfriend?" she asked andni leaned closer to her ear to whisper it "selena"

"oh my god.....y/n... they're best friends" she stated shocked and honestly guiltiness is eating me right now

"no coz like me and that 'girlfriend' agreed on a poly relationship but taytay doesn't like the idea... basically 'girlfriend' chose me......i don't even know why i did that" i sigh in exhaustion

"you're guilty aren't you? your eyes looks sleepy.....and that's what happens if you feel guilty" Scarlett smiled making me also smile and looked down chuckling. i love how she observes everything about me

"mkay lets move on tooooooo......billie"

"what song?" i asked genuinely concern because billie's lyrics hits me the most....i just love her and never thought we're gonna end up like this

"when the party is over"

"no, lets move to another song or artist...... I can't listen to that" i says shaking my head putting my lips together begging Scarlett

"you don't need to say anything let's just listen to it" she says holding my hand comforting me and i just nodded

Don't you know too much already?
I'll only hurt you if you let me
Call me friend but keep me closer (call me back)

And I'll call you when the party's over
Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own
And I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Yeah, I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that