Vlog #184 | our little red

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Scarlett pov

"ok..please" i huff anxiously filming to get my reaction on cam.

we've been trying to make another baby for months now before we settle and it has been a hard time for us because we're both busy and stressed out due to our workspaces

i finally looked at the pregnancy test and it only have 1 line...

"again?" i sigh taking a deep breath full of disappointment and a heavy chest

"just one more time Scarlett... just one...for y/n.." i mumbled before suddenly catching my self sobbing can't control my emotions.

tears running down my cheeks, but i just covered my mouth trying not to make any noise

"ok, it's ok... Scarlett its ok... everything is gonna be fine.." i comforted my self before washing my face coming out of the bathroom

"mommy? are you ok? you look really red" rose asked pouting looking up to me while she's playing with her nanny

"I-i'm ok baby" i forced a smile sniffing wiping my nose before starting to pick up the toys all around our room

"ma'am? i can do that" the nanny says proposing to be the one to clean but i insist

"it's ok"

"WHO WANTS DONUTS!!!" y/n suddenly come inside literally shouting cheerfully making me more exhausted not wanting to change her mood by this news

"mama!!" rose greeted her with the same energy

"hey baby" she leaned down kissing rose before giving her the box of donuts

"red..you ok?" she suddenly asked softly sitting beside me

"hm hmm"

"tell me what's wrong" she tried to hold my hand but i just moved mine away

"hey..can u tell me what's wrong?" she sigh cupping my face to look at her

i swallowed thickly grabbing her wrist to pull her inside the bathroom. i gave her the pregnancy tests results watching every move she makes with a pounding heart but her expression didn't changed

"is this why you cried?"

"i d-didnt cry"

"hmm, come here" she sigh spreading her arms signalling me to hug her and i just started sobbing on her chest

"it's ok, love" she hummed kissing my head wrapping me in a comforting and soothing hold

"i-im sorry" i cried still on her chest before she softly pushed me enough to face her

"hey...you don't need to be sorry, you didn't do anything wrong" she huff cupping my face wiping my tears by her thumb

"we're gonna have the baby when your body is ready to give us a baby...ok? we're not rushing..and doesn't mean we can't have it now..we can't have it in the future."

"b-but what if w-we never--"

"then thats ok..no need to put pressure on your self...this doesn't make u less ok?" she smiled kissing my forehead before hugging me tightly again

"now c'mon, i bought u ice cream" she teased playfully wiggling her brows making me actually chuckle

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"ok whatever the result is..you don't need to feel bad ok? any result is fine" y/n reassured me holding my hand as we're waiting for the pregnancy test to show the lines

"does it really takes this long?" she mumbled

"it has been 20 seconds" i giggled

"yeah, thought it would be instant"

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