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Vlog #88| comfort moments

Scarlett pov

y/n called me telling me to go on the rooftop where we became best friends and she absolutely didn't say anything why but by the sound of her voice she's not ok..

I'm scared but at the same time excited coz knowing her when she's sad she's just gonna make out with her friends with benefits...who knows....i might be like....the uhmmm y'know... next

i arrived at the rooftop seeing her at the edge casually sitting, i just walked my way and sit next to her before she rested her head on my shoulder and started crying quietly

"what happened?" i asked softly but she didn't answer and just continued crying, her tears falling on my shirt is the most heartbreaking thing I've felt

"I'm done" she huff sniffing

"done on what?" i asked and she slowly get off me just to wipe her tears

"I'm getting married"

my world just end up on what she said i knew i love her but she never did and now she's telling me she's getting married

"then why are you crying? you're supposed to celebrate" i stated swallowing thickly holding my tears

"not with billie..... not with the woman i love....jen says she's pregnant"

i was confused because it's impossible that she can get a woman pregnant right?? i didn't ask any questions knowing her even if that kid is not hers she's still gonna do it because she cares.

"i just wanted to marry billie and settle..... it's the first time i felt genuinely happy and now it's all gone... Scarlett i just want to be stable how is that such a hard thing???" she asked sobbing crying her eyes out

i honestly didn't get a single thing she said on my mind her voice is just repeating when she says she's getting married

"scar.... I don't wanna live with her for the rest of my life...help me" she begged holding both of my hands looking directly at my eyes while hers are red and puffy still crying

"how can i help?"

"i don't know" she mumbled and just burst out crying suddenly dropped on my lap sobbing

i just caress her head trying to comfort her and i just looked up closing my eyes putting my lips together also crying knowing I'll lose her forever

"hey..hey y/n look at me" i stated sniffing lifting her head to face me

"it's gonna be ok.... I'm always here..when life gets tough I'm one call away" i stated can't stop crying cupping her face as she nodded and pull me for a tight hug

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"ok...you need to stop" i says getting the
bottle of vodka on her hands

her eyes are swolen looking really tired because of sobbing and drinking all night

"c'mon just sleep here" i huff trying to wrap her arm on my shoulder but she suddenly gag making me widen my eyes

"oh god....wait" i panicked but she voluntarily get off me and went to the bathroom

i followed her and just remove her hair out of her face while she's throwing up. i started rubbing her back trying to help

"are you done?" i asked noticing she just rested her head on her arm as she nodded weakly

i flushed the toilet and help her stand up to brush her teeth...yes she has a toothbrush on my bedroom cr

i guide her to get back inside and just throw her on the bed to fix her mess. my floor being covered with chips crumbs and the strong sting of liquor