"Unreachable me!"- Felix ff ✓

~16~

I woke up and I realized I was in the living room. I had fallen asleep in the sofa. Wait... Was yesterday only a dream? Felix and I really didn't kiss?!

"Wake up, Y/N! He is your employee! It is wrong!"- I convinced myself and was ready to start the day now.

When I put my feet on the ground and looked down to put my sleepers on.. I noticed another pair of sleepers... He was here!! It wasn't a dream!! We really kissed! I honestly don't care if he is my employee, I was just saving myself from embarrassment.

I feel refreshed today for some reason.
Suddenly, someone rang the door bell. Did he forget something?.. or did he go buy us breakfast?!  I'm excited!

I went to the door and-... It was Jungkook. My smile faded.

"You seem disappointed to see me..."- he said.

"I thought you were someone else?"- I said.

"That Felix guy?"

"No... I ordered something from Amazon and I thought you were it..."- I clearly lied. Wow, was I that excited for Felix?

"Anyways, I forgot something here, can I go get it?"- he said and I opened the door more for him to get in.-"thanks"- he said.

He was looking for something on the ground and then scooped under the couch.

"Ah! Its Here!"- he said as he picked up and airpod. But his excitement clearly faded away once he saw the other pair of male sleepers by the sofa.

I quickly sensed his humor turning blue...

"Look, I'm so-"

"You were right.."- he interrupted me. -"I called you selfish for being with someone else... But I was the selfish one to keep you away from love... I should have known I wasn't making you happy by keeping you from a normal romantic life..."- He told me sincerely. -"I know you were waiting for him and not an Amazon order... And I haven't seen that smile being made for me in a long time... I really loved you, Y/N... That's why I wanted to hold on to you as much as I could without realizing I was making you unhappy... I'm sorry..."- he finished.

"I still should be sorry... Even if we couldn't call ourselves a couple... We still had something... And I should have ended it before falling for someone else...so... I'm sorry..."- I said.

He lowered his head and gave out a smile... but he wiped a tear... It is noticable the frustration he feels because even though he loves someone, he has to let them go because of his job... Even if he wanted to hold my hand in public, he couldn't... And that always costs him having to let the other person go...

"Jungkook... You'll find a girl who won't mind being secretive and just be with you indoors... I'm just not that girl..."

"Did you love me?..."- his voice was shaking. He was holding himself together.

"You know the answer to that question..."

"Good.."- he answered me as he looked at me. -"Because I loved you too... I always will..."- he squinted a smile but he was ready to cry...

He finally moved his feet and he came right up to me. He held both of my arms as a feeling of comfort and looked me in the eyes.

"Be happy..."- he said and his eyes were shinning to let down a tear even though he smiled at me...

Then his feet moved to my door... And he left... This felt like a goodbye forever...Am I crying too?..

"Oh, what is wrong with me? I should go see an eye doctor"- I convinced myself I wasn't sad.

I moved myself to the bathroom to clean my face and some tears when I heard something from my living room?

"Bambi?"- I called for my pet -"Wait, Bambi died last year..."- I remember but another sound was heard-"... and Bambi was a turtle..."

Something is suspicious... I walked outside of the bathroom and I suddenly saw someone all in black run to the door to leave before I could see her. Yes, it's a her because that person had long black hair.

I ran after her. I left my house and she was waiting for the elevator. Got you! I ran to her barefooted but she entered the elevator, I tried to catch it but she closed the door. So I ran to the stairs to get down.

I went to the last level and trying to catch my breath I looked around the parking lot. Nobody... I'm staying quiet for a sound that may lead me to her... Suspense is on the air...

I heard a car door close and I ran to the sound. I think I was going the wrong way because I couldn't see nobody inside a car... But then a car was accelerating. I looked behind and she was coming in my direction ready to hit me. It all happened in a fraction of a second.

"Look out!!"- someone yelled.

Someone pushed my body along with his and we both fell on the ground. He spilled whatever he was holding and put his hand behind my head so it wouldn't hit the ground. And the girl just drove away...

"Aahh..."- I moaned in pain.

"Are you okay?"- Felix asked on top of me.

"Yes, I'm fine..."

We were taking ourselves back to reality when we realized what the conversation sounded like. We cleared our throats and quickly sat up.

"You went to get breakfast?..."- I asked noticing coffee and bread on the ground that he spilled trying to save me.

"Yeah... I know you barely eat so I went to buy you some food so we could eat breakfast together...there goes that... And my money"- he told me disappointed but I smiled at the idea. I was right.

"I'm sorry, you're smiling?... Why are you smiling when someone just tried to kill you!?"- his tone built up.

"Because you were getting me breakfast"- I justified my big smile.

"Y/N! Someone tried to kill you!!"- he nervously pointed out.

"But I didn't die!"

"How are you not worried?!"

"Gotta block the haters. Can you blame them? I'm amazing. If I was them, I would be jealous too"- I shrugged my shoulders.

Felix was disappointed at my answer.

"C'mon. Let's go upstairs and eat something while watching TV." - he said getting up, putting his hand out, and I took it.

We walked back inside hand in hand, happy he was holding my hand.

But I looked behind... Who is trying to hurt me?...I didn't want to worry him... But I'm scared...