12: The Part Of Me I Cannot Forget

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How easy it is

To get stuck in a spiral

Simple words

Become a river of red

The passage of time

Becomes our untimely end


Urges that whisper in the day

And scream in the dark

Reminders of what we'll never be

Of words they'll never use

And what they'll never see


Counting down

Until we're set free

Living not a life but a lie

Strained ties

Waiting to be severed

Bearing a burden

That will one day be buried


But the question I ask is this:

What will become of the spiral?

When the truth is revealed

And the burden is buried

Even though we're free

We may not be complete


The spiral has taken hold

And I do not think that will change

Because time still passes

And urges still whisper

The damage is done

A grave cannot be undug

And the lies cannot be unspun


I will carry this weight

A burden different than before

No longer shame of the stones

But a stone in itself

Marking the memory

Of everything I left behind

And the person I was

Before this all started


Because there was a girl

Before there was a boy

And there were tears before joy

There were lies before this life

And blood from wounds left unsewn

The marks may have faded

But the scars run deep

I cannot forget the spiral

That has become part of me

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