13: Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow

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The day draws to a close

Curtains pulled tight behind your eyes

Sit in front of the backstage mirror

Reflect with your reflection

Regret the mistakes you made

Pray to an unknown force

That tomorrow will be different


A new day dawns

But it's the same old story

Wasting time you can't afford to lose

Hours pass by in stagnant silence

Your reflection despises you

Regretting being bound

To this empty cage of flesh and bone

But tomorrow will be different


Years go by

While you wither and fade

The walls fill with ink

Black, blue, red, grey

The tired spectrum

You turned the mirrors around

To avoid your own cruel gaze

Tomorrow is never different


Every day is the same

Steps you know off by heart

And every time your feet falter

Your puppet strings are pulled

And you right yourself again

In this wrong dance

You don't remember starting


Even the words are a lie

Futile phrases you recite

As if the cyclic lines will make a difference

As if they will make it right

As if you can repent your sins

As if you can begin again

And change the world


You are nothing.

The mark left on the page

When pencil is erased

The indent of words

Written in a heavy hand

A ghost

Lost between reality

And your selfish fantasies


Yet what's the harm in being nothing?

If you have patience

To wait for the day the lights will dim

The curtain will fall on the stage

The crowd will cheer

And the dance will end

So bide your time

For on that day

Tomorrow will be different.


A/N: And that's a wrap on The Dark and Day! I originally planned to end on a different poem, but I felt this one fit the themes better. It's inspired by the "tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow" soliloquy from Shakespeare's Macbeth, which is one of my favourite extracts from the play. I wanted to capture how difficult it is to break out of a cycle, whether that be depression, writer's block, or even a lack of productivity/motivation. When you sink deeper into the rut, it can be hard to believe there is a way out, but it is possible, it may just take a while and a lot of perseverance.

I hope you enjoyed this collection, and feel free to follow me for updates on my other works, particularly the Infected World Series! Also, if you ever need to talk about any of the issues that have been mentioned/touched on in my poems, feel free to message me and I'll be glad to help.

Thank you for all your support,

Ethan

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