|68| things I'll never tell you

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I wait for your texts an unhealthy amount.
I miss you when I'm not talking to you.
I'm missing you right now.
I hate being a woman because a woman doesn't text first unless she's desperate.
i hate that you control this game.
i hate that this is a game.
i am tired of playing all these games, i just want the real thing now. isn't it about time?
i think i like you this much because I'm lonely.
i think i like you this much because you're hot and haven't ghosted me yet.
i think i think too much and sometimes I like you is, i like you. and so i like you.
i don't want this to be just another game destined to end.
I want this to last.
I'm scared it won't.
i hate being a woman because woman never makes the first move.
i hate that I can hear you asking why am I subscribing to these gender norms?
i hate that I've never heard your voice.
i hate you're all I think about.
Getting this attached this soon isn't healthy. What if I really am just lonely?
I'm scared you only like the idea of me.
I'm scared I only like the idea of you.
I'm scared one day you'll get tired of me and stop texting me.
I'm scared it'll only ever remain a texting game.
i hate that this is a game.
i miss you.

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