|11| an imposter

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sometimes, i look at myself from the outside
and i don't like what i see
because the girl in front of me
isn't passionate, interesting, funny...
she isn't me.

and yet she is wearing my face.

i have to keep myself from screaming at her,
"get out of my body, you imposter!"

because, sometimes, when i look at myself from the outside,
i forget that the girl inside my body is only doing me a favour.
she's facing the world, when I'm too afraid to.
so, all i say to her is, "i'm so furious that you're braver."

and i think she gives me a sad smile.

when the quiet of my house falls down,
i'm the ruler of my kingdom once more,
waiting for the day when i'll stop losing my throne.

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