this sensation...it's like the feelings i can never describe. like the songs you recognize from the very first chord because a part of it is ingrained in your mind and body and soul. the names that bring tears to your eyes long after the fever dream has died. we faded into stars on a warm summer eve, one that i would have lived in forever had i known it would be our last. the memories that are too strong to fight. you are a memory that is too strong to fight; you and i are smoke and ash. the fire was a mirage. right person wrong time or maybe we wouldn't have a happily ever after no matter how hard i tried to fit us together. puzzle pieces that do(n't) belong together even when nothing else works. destined to be alone, a splinter of a memory in someone else's mind. the past is in the past but so am i. living in a world of years gone by. but i can't breathe you back to life and you're not here anymore. you disappeared. maybe i just blinked and you were gone. or did i mess things up? i always say the wrong thing. maybe it's better if i say nothing at all.
