You Deserve Better: August Alsina Fanfic

Chapter Twenty Eight

Saturday- 12:34pm- Ahmira

It was time for my counselor session then after I was going to the clinic for a checkup. I walked to the back and knocked on the door until I heard her say come in

"Hey Ahmira" Heather said standing up to hug me. I smiled and embraced her.

"Hey" I said sitting down across from her. She looked up at me

"Okay first thing first. Is there anything you want to get off your chest or something that's bothering you" she looking up at me. I fought against not rubbing my hands together or playing with my fingers

"At the moment, I'm scared of what the future might hold and how things might change" I said taking a deep breath. She smiled

"and what things might change in the future" she asked. I looked down and I immediately looked back up

"My ability to have kids and my relationship with a certain person" I said looking up at her.

"And why are you worried about your ability to have kids" she asked

"Um I want a kid but I'm scared that's not possible but I'm going to see about that today" I said. She nodded

"Okay how about this? Don't jump to conclusions just wait and see" she said. I nodded knowing I do that all the time

"Now this relationship about this person. Is it august?" She asked and I nodded

"Okay how do you feel about the relationship" she asked. I shook my head

"I don't know how I'm suppose to feel. I know that I love him and he loves me" I said shrugging

"How do you know he loves you?" She asked

"He tells me everyday" I said

"Does he show it without telling you?" She asked

"Yeah" I said sitting up in my chair.

"And how does he do that?" She said writing

"Um he always takes care of me and makes sure I'm protected. He sings to me and is always there when I'm sad. He told me when we first met that He wanted to protect me forever" I said. She nodded

"And why did he want to protect you when you guys first met" she asked confused. I swallowed

"He just said the situation reminds him of his mothers situation when he was younger and he felt like he needed to help me" I said. She molded and sat up in her seat

"Same situation I see" she said smiling.

"See what?" I said confused

"I want you to ask yourself or him these questions. Does he tell you he loves you because of you or does he tell you he loves you because of him" she said. I scrunched my face and she smirked

"It sounds like he's trying to patch up something in his childhood" she said sitting back. I thought for moment and sat back in my seat.

"Um I don't get it" I said squinting my eyes.

"How about this? When he comes back from his tour ask him this question......."

4:35pm-August-

I groaned sitting up in the bed. I wiped my eyes and grabbed my phone to see Ahmira called me 20 times Last night and 5 times this morning. I sat up not knowing what happened and I even made it to the room. I looked over and seen two naked broads in the my bed. I ran my hand down my face and got up

"Fuck" I said looking down at my dick. I didn't have no glove on.

I walked pass the bed and went to the bathroom. I rested my hand on the sink trying to get my thoughts together. The last thing I remember is taking shots and seeing Chris and Ahmira on Instagram. I got in the shower and and washed my body.