You Deserve Better: August Alsina Fanfic

Chapter Thirty Five

2 months later- Ahmira-

After the episode with august we haven't talked and honestly I didn't care. He hurt me bad gene he got her pregnant. Sometimes I see them on Instagram and I seen them going in the hospital together when I was taking Kenzie. It hurts that I wasn't his first and I couldn't give him that joy of having his first kid but I had to get over it.

For my grandmother we just buried her next to my mom where she belonged and had her favorite pastor preach over her body. It was just the gang plus august came for support. I appreciated it but it was unnecessary.

I slipped on some shorts and my white crop top because it was burning in my house. I was sitting in the studio waiting for Chris because he begged me to get back in the studio to finish the albums I wasn't feeling up to it but he insist.

"Wassup lil head" Chris said walking in. I mugged him

"About time" I said pulling myself up to the sound board

"I'm late one time you bothered" he said sitting down next to me. I waved him off

"How you feelin? Have you took yo pills today?" He asked. I nodded

"Don't lie" he said looking at me. I sighed

"I took them I promise" I said. Looked at me for a moment

"Ight mymy. You got something for me" he said. I smiled and got up and went to the booth.

"Press it" I said putting on my head phones. The music started playing and started singing

You won't even listen

I ain't even tripping

Fuck it, keep it popping, sipping

I'm tired of fucking talking

When our eyes ain't even locking

Guess I finally got a feeling

That I'm off of you

You, yeah

I'm off of you

Honesty, oh yeah (oh yeah)

I finished the song and didn't even realize I was crying. I came out the booth and Chris handed me a tissue.

"Nah stop that crying. Weon do that" he said shaking his head

"Oh shut up" I said chuckling.

"I'm for real mymy, no more crying. Tired of seein you like that" he said. I nodded

"Sorry just been a lot lately. It's stressful" I said wiping my face

"And I got just the thing for that" he said reaching in his bag. I looked at him as he pulled out blunts

"Oh no, I never did that before" I said shaking my head. He laughed and lit it

"Calm down. It's okay you'll feel good" he said. I looked at him as he dragged it

"I don't even know how to hold it or inhale. What if I die?" I rambled. He laughed and shook his head

"Come here" he said. I stood in front of him as he stood up and held my chin

"Just inhale hold it and let it slowly" he said. I nodded

He took the blunt from his mouth and pulled my face to his. His lips hovered over mine as he blew the smoke in my mouth. I inhaled and held it and blew it out slowly as he smiled