A lot has changed in a week. I sold my house and was now living with Chris to help take care of the baby. Us being around each other helped a lot with coping with the lost. Sometimes destiny comes and help us because she was a premature baby but she was healthy. She was really tiny and we didn't trust leaving her in the hospital.
I was sitting down at my Bestfriend's repass listening to everyone talk amongst themselves. I couldn't believe she was gone, it was still unreal.
I was holding Lil ken in my arms while Chris talked to everyone. Even august was here with Draya. I looked around to see everyone smiling and laughing but I was stuck. It felt like a part of me was missing, it wasn't suppose to end like this
"Hey how you doing" destiny said rubbing my back.
"I'm okay. Just going day by day" I said nodding.
"You know what she would say if she seen you like this" she said. I shook my head
"Bitch I can't believe you sitting here sad. You better shake that ass for me" destiny said mocking Kenzie light voice. I laughed lowly.
"Oh man. I'm going to miss her" I said sitting back and looking down at the baby as she cooed. I had her wrapped in a lot of blankets and nobody could hold her but me and Chris.
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"She left this for you at the hospital" she said handing me a paper. I was about to open it but she stopped me
"Read it when you are alone. Orders from her" destiny said. I smiled and looked up to see Chris coming to sit down as destiny got up
"You okay?" He said taking the baby out of my hands.
"Yeah. You?" I asked. He shrugged
"I'm doing Ight" he said. I looked up at him and kissed his cheek as august and Draya sat in front of us. I looked down at her round belly and felt uncomfortable
"How y'all doing" she asked smiling. I just looked at her. Until I felt Chris burn the side of my face with his mug
"Good" I said. I looked over at august and he gave me a smile. I couldn't help but to smile back
"She's beautiful" he said looking at the baby. Chris smiled
"Preciate it man. Y'all know what y'all havin?" He said I looked up When august was about to speak but Draya cut him off
"No we don't but we are hoping it's a boy" she said happily. I looked at august who was irritated.
I licked my bottom lip and bit it trying not to laugh. I felt Chris tap my leg but I ignored him
"We'll holla at y'all later" august said getting up. He smiled at me and I smiled weakly.
I looked over at Chris and he shook his head. I laughed as he did the same.
