You Deserve Better: August Alsina Fanfic

Chapter Thirty Six

Tuesday- 5:34pm- Ahmira

Me and Chris were smoking and watching movies as he rubbed my feet. I was enjoying his company but the guilt was always on my mind. I knew this was wrong but it felt so right

"Chris what are we doing?" I said sitting up. He sighed

"Don't start that man" he said standing up and walking to the kitchen. I got up and followed him.

"I'm serious. Kenzie is pregnant with your child and I'm here fucking on my Best friend's boyfriend" I said while he went in the fridge

"Ex boyfriend. I told you what it was" he said grabbing a water bottle. I sighed

"You just don't get it" I said shaking my head

"I get it. You scared that people might talk, you really wanna be with me but you worry about the media too much" he said. I looked at him

"Right?" He said. I rubbed my faces my shirt

"Youon gotta be nervous" he said smiling. I tilted my head

"What" I said looking up at him

"Yeah I pay attention. You play with yo fingers, pop yo knuckles, rub yo hands together when you nervous or anxious about sum" he said shrugging. I looked up at him

"How'd you know that" I said. He laughed

"Cause I love you" he said. I shook my head

"Don't tell me that" I said walking away but he grabbed me.

"Ight I won't say it. Get dressed" he said letting me go.

"For what?" I said. I shook his head.

"Just put in a bathin suit Ight" he said. I nodded and went upstairs

I went to the bathroom and freshened up. I went to my dresser and pulled out a red two piece swim suit. I put it on and cover it with a oversized T shirt and shorts. I looked around my room for a hair tie and I couldn't find it. I looked in my cabinet and seen my hair ties on top on that pill bottle. I looked at it and seen it was the fertile pills. I got flushed them down the toilet and put my hair in a bun

"Mymy hurry up" Chris shouted.

"I'm coming" I said slipping on my Chanel slides

I grabbed my purse and walked downstairs.

"Where yo swim suit at?" He said looking at me up and down with a tank on and his swim trunks.

"I have it on under this" I said lifting up up my sweater

"You don't have to cover up around me. Ain no Nigga that stupid to try some shit when I'm around you" he said grabbing my hand. I nodded and we walked to the car.

I got in and a song came in that I loved when I was younger

"I love this song" I said turning up the radio. Chris looked at me

I could wait forever.

But forevers way too long to be waitin' on ya.

You don't seem to get it...

Do ya?

You better wake up.

I'm doing us a favor.

Come on...

Boy stop playing with my heart.

I looked ever and he was laughing at me. I turned it down