𝗔𝗱𝗱𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗱 -𝖢𝗁𝗈𝗂 𝖲𝖺𝗇-

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"One more chance,please I'll do my best,I promise. I swear if I screw it,I'll let you go. Just one more chance"

I stared at him,trying to trust him. Part of me was ready to say screw it,forget all pain and tears and go back to him,but other part of me was just ready to shake my head and tell him sorry

"I don't know"I whispered "I don't know if I can trust you"

"Have I ever betrayed you,cheated on you or disappointed you?"he asked back

"You disappointed me and betrayed me. You did that. I had bigger expectations from you"

"You're gonna help me,right? You're gonna be by my side?"

"Yeah of course"

"You promised me,right? Remember? You told me there's a chance. Remember what we promised each other? No matter what happens,we will stay strong. You know I always tell you it's gonna be okay. You are gonna be okay,we will be okay"

"I am not leaving you, you promised me,remember? I'm here for you Woo"

"Promise me,I won't be alone,I won't be alone,I don't want to stay alone,I want you"

"I'm staying by your side,I'm not leaving you,I will be here,I promise you"

I covered my mouth tightly and took a deep shaky breathe to surpress sobs that wanted to leave. It was overwhelming me,those memories were like chasing after me

Those promises I've given to him and broke it all. I let him go for him to find happiness with Dayeon but he didn't. He failed to move on. It's my fault I didn't keep the promise of staying his friend

Because of the damn fear of falling in love

He failed in standing up for himself,for our relationship. I still remember the pain when he took off his ring we were supposed to stay engaged with

Sadness,disappointment,anger,emptiness...

Both of us were to blame. Him for not being strong when he had to be and me for running away. I couldn't be his friend when I was carrying his child

Promises meant nothing when we couldn't keep them

Dear God give me strength

I wiped my tears and turned to Dayeon who still had her arm thrown over my waist. Minhyun next to her, still in a deep sleep

It was close to 10am and time for breakfast. Gender party was to be held at 4pm which gave me 6 hours of mentally preparing myself on surprise what I'm going to find out

As for Wooyoung who I kept thinking about whole morning, there was no more hiding. I had to see him again and talk to him

No more hiding, no more leaving

Minhyun came not soon after me,kissed my belly and went to eat his cereals and watch his cartoons he does every morning

"Did you sleep well?"he hummed

"Aunt Dayeon was hugging me so tightly I couldn't breathe"

I chuckled "She was hugging me too"

Upon finishing with breakfast and coffee,I took pills for hungover and walked to bedroom. Her blonde hair was spread all around her face and pillows,sheets pulled all way to her shoulders, one arm on my pillow and other one probably under it