𝗔𝗱𝗱𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗱 -𝖢𝗁𝗈𝗂 𝖲𝖺𝗇-

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Week after my first session with psychiatrist,I started to take things in my hands and for once in life do as planned. I wrote my feelings in diary I got and everything that happened,either happy or sad and everything I've been feeling and experiencing

Today Yeon was turning 2 months. She was far more active as she was growing. Minhyun and her watched cartoons every morning as I would feed her from her feeding chair while she would giggle at everything he told her

Her laugh made us all smile in house. Habits didn't change,except I didn't wake up so often as I used to but there were still those habits. She leaned to hold her toys and once threw food at me

"C'mon darling open your mouth. There you-"

Instead,I was hit with her mash from bananas,apples and apricots. Yunho who was passing by at that moment burst into laughter,Yeon joining him

I wiped it off my eye and nose as she giggled at my face

"You little-"I laughed "Who's feeding who here?"

Minhyun came by "Look at this. Yeon look,an airplane"

I couldn't believe how well she listened to him and not me,her own mum "You have to trick her"he whispered and nodded to me

I fed her and looked at Yunho who was searching for something in bag he brought "Where are you going?"

"To a gym with Mingi"

I looked from Yeon to him "You're supposed to rest. Doctor said minimal moving"

"He.."he looked around "He doesn't have to know"he winked to me

I raised his shirt and pulled from his shoulder,showing him scars "See these? They didn't heal yet. And you still have stitches. So unless you want me to tell you to Hongjoong or Dohyun,Mingi and you are staying at home"

"What am I supposed to do?"he whined behind me "I'm fine I swear"

"Yunho"I put Yeon in his hands and cleaned table "You almost died on a table. Bullet was close to your heart. What would I do without you? What would Mingi do without you?"I pointed at him behind Yunho

"Yeah bro,what would I do?"he pouted at him. I smiled watching them "Who would play games with me?"

"Minhyun. I've been teaching him" "It's not the same"

Yunho smiled at him and winced other second when Yeon grabbed his hair,pulling harshly "Let go princess. Let go"

I laughed as he bended his head other way but Yeon's hands were quick to grab it "Byeol help! This isn't how I like my hair to be pulled"

I choked and spat out coffee on counter,taking her away from him as he wiped his face she drooled on

"I love you but don't grab my hair like that. Other girls can but not you"

"Yunho please. Not in front of her"I grimaced "They say that too"he walked away

"Byeol"I turn and see Dohyun with a bag "Good news"

He woke up

"It's not about San"

Oh...

"I found the way you can finish your college"he put bag on table

"My books"I looked at him "How did you-"

"We went to your grandparents house. Surprisingly, they were on attic"

I furrowed my eyebrows "But isn't house-" "No"he replied "They sold it recently. So now,it's on sale again"