𝗔𝗱𝗱𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗱 -𝖢𝗁𝗈𝗂 𝖲𝖺𝗇-

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Seonghwa nearly had heart attack in the morning when he saw door of San's room opened and him in his bed. He towered over him to make sure he's not seeing things. Guy was more than confused as why San was here when just yesterday he was happily laying on Byeol's lap

What happened..

He hummed,holding cup of coffee and looked out of window just like he does every morning, for almost two weeks now. Around 11am,he went to San's room to see if he's breathing

"Hey"

San nodded to Seonghwa shortly and sat on couch,taking a cigarette from his box. Sound of burning tobacco filled Seonghwa's ears as he watched San sobering himself up

"Here"he gave him cup "Wanna talk about it?"San shook his head,pulling a smoke "Did something happened?"he nodded,gulping coffee Seonghwa gave him

There's still ring on his finger,that's good sign

He pulled another smoke "I just want the best for her,that's all"

"I know you do" "I love her a lot"he looked outside. Seonghwa could swore he saw a tear escaping his eye and sniff "Was it serious?"

"My head is killing me" "I'll bring you Advil"he left. San shut off cigarette and looked at his phone who had over 20 missed calls and 18 messages

All from her

He gripped his phone so tight it almost cracked "Dammit"he threw it on the floor,cracking the screen

"Calm down. Talk to me"Seonghwa sat next to him "There's nothing to talk. I'm hurt. Her words and her actions hurt me. All I fuckin want is to protect her,make sure she's safe"

"What did she do?"he asked calmly. He knew better not to provoke when San was upset or even worse,mad

"She doesn't want it. She wants to study and later work with those two idiots. Apparently she became director of that damn company"

"That's great. You should-" "No it's not great. How is that great?!" "San,what do you want from her?"

"I want her to stay home with Yeon where I know she's safe"

"Where have you been this whole time?"San looked at Seonghwa "Where have you been during her pregnancy? We never had time for ourselves and you weren't with her. Have you ever asked yourself how she felt? Did you ask her how it was to her without you?

She was all one,only with that child she was carrying and Minhyun. I understand her,she doesn't want to be alone anymore"

"She's not alone"San yelled "How is she not? Who does she have besides Jongho,Yeosang,Wooyoung and us? No one. Her mum left,her grandma left,you're leaving constantly because of our work..

I get it,it's not fair. I would be mad if I wouldn't be able to spend time with my loved one as well,but she's also mad she's at home all the time"

"It's because I'm part of bloody mafia" "What?" "That's what she said. I'm gambler,I'm racing for money,I'm worse than Wooyoung"

"What did you tell her?"San chuckled but it sounded like a scoff

"She was with a drug addict and she said she's with gambling and racing addict and someone who's in mafia"

"It hurts you she said that?"he nodded "I'm also at wrong for wanting her all to myself. I can't help myself. I hate the fact she's still good with Wooyoung"

"What was she supposed to do?" "Leave him the moment his engagement became official. She and Yeosang sent him to America and she went back to him behind my back. She's always hiding something"