' ON HOLD trust issues was her only problem and the only thing that kept her strong. Her brother is the only man she ever loved, drugs , money and love doesn't go well together when it comes down to her life choices. She fell in love with a man that...
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" you don't even know him ro " Reggie said to me as I was on the phone with him, I guess he had someone following me yesterday night after class. They told him that I was in the car with Kash which is fucking insane cause why do you have someone following me now? He doesn't trust me ?
" you the one that invited him into my dorm without letting me know, plus he's actually a good person to talk to" I said while pacing around my room with the phone up to my ear
" ro im going to tell you this once , if I don't trust the nigga you don't trust the Nigga alright ?" He said I rolled my eyes as soon as I was about to speak back Kash came into my dorm with a bag of Five Guys in his hand .
" did you hear me ?"
" yeah I did , I have to go I love you "
" I love you too sis , call me later okay ?" " yep " I took the phone from my ears and hung up , throwing my phone on the bed and looked at Kash
" that was ya brother ?" Kash asked as he sat on top of my bed and started to pull out the food from the bag . He past me my burger & fries .
" yep, nigga I said no pickles " I said as I opened my burger and picking the pickles out in disgust
" I told they ass no pickles they don't listen but want to be expensive " he said " how was your day ?"
" it was good I guess, yours ?" I asked him he started eating his burger
" mhmm good" he said with his mouth full he looking so cute with his mouth stuffed like that I giggled and started eating my food also, he grabbed a napkin to clean the mess on his face.
" you went to class today?"
" didn't have any class today unfortunately, I've just been here all day doing nothing" I said getting up from the bed as I was slowly getting up I felt a hand rub on my ass making me turn around and look at Kash.
" nigga what you doing?" I said he smiled and stood up facing down at me.
" I just wanted to touch it, I can't touch it ?"
" no " I said he chuckled and licked his lips before placing his hands over my waist pulling me closer to him.
" No ?" He asked I felt both his hands now on my ass rubbing it smoothly it felt good I looked up at him his lips looks so fucking juicy , is he a good kisser ? I smacked my lips and pushed him off me making him fall on the bed.
" roll up" I said to him he laughed once more before digging in his pocket and grabbed a small bag of weed from his pocket and grabbed my berry Dutch off my nightstand. I peeked a look at him as he wasn't looking , mhm he's beautiful gods creation .. I can't be catching feelings for him he's probably a fuck boy.
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" you ever killed somebody ?" I asked him as I was laying on his lap in between his legs while we smoked .
" yeah" he said I looked up at him.
" really ?" I asked shocked he really killed someone ? Or is he joking ?
" you don't believe me?"
" I mean , you don't look like the type" he laughed and smoked his blunt as soon as he inhaled the smoke he removed the blunt from his lips , leaning his head down to my face and began bowling the smoke into my mouth , as I inhaled his smoke I pulled away from him and exhaled it.
" don't let my looks for you baby girl" he said to me and went back to smoking, I started to play with his pants leg trying to come up with a question . But it's a real question I'm dying to ask him.
" what's your real name?" I asked
" we've been hanging out for 3 days you think you ready for my real name ?" He asked I sat up from his lap and faced him.
" you think you're ready to tell me ?" I asked .
" let's do this , tell me something deep about you and I'll tell you my name " he said
"Nigga how old are you ? Why is hiding your name so important ?" I asked
" want to know my name or not ?" I sighed this nigga is a pain in my ass , never have I ever had met someone that so determined to keep their name in the dark. And what's the deepest thing about me ? Besides me getting raped by my foster father .. just thinking of it disgusts me and gives me Anxiety flash backs plays in my head to the point I get up from the bed and walked towards the window of my dorm to hurry and wipe the tear that was about to fall from my eyes.
" you good?" I heard Kash asked I sniffed and fixed myself before turning around back to him
" yeah " he gives me a look before getting up from the bed and walking over to me.
" you don't have to lie to me Roman-"
" I'm not lying I had something in my eye that's all" I said and put my head down looking at both of our feets, his hand went under my chin forcing me to look back up at him .
" tell me " he said getting closer to my face making me nervous, my heart was skipping beats because he was so close to me , I can feel him breathing on my lips.
" I.. I um I can't-"
" why not ? " he asked then he did the same thing he did yesterday teasing me by brushing his lips against mine, he kept eye contact with me I can feel my pussy quiver at the fact this handsome man was so close.
" I - umhmm " I couldn't speak my voice was stuck in my throat kiss me damnit ! Fucking kiss me please as soon as he was about to we was interrupted with a phone ringing , he kept his stance and grabbed his phone from his pocket never taking his eye off mines. He answered it putting it up to his ear, I turned my head and leaning back from him a little but he placed his hand on my lower back pulling me back closer to him.
" what's good?" He spoked
" what ? Alright ... nigga I'm on my way don't touch shit you hear me ? Alright " he hung up putting his phone back in his pocket.
" you leaving ?" I asked in a sad tone
" business, what you doing later ? "
" probably about to watch movies or something " I answered he nodded his head and step from me.
" I'll hit you later alight ? " I nodded my head and watched as he left my dorm , ugh I hate my life.
