' ON HOLD trust issues was her only problem and the only thing that kept her strong. Her brother is the only man she ever loved, drugs , money and love doesn't go well together when it comes down to her life choices. She fell in love with a man that...
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ROMAN ___________
" you need another shot ?" Samuel asked me I looked up at him trying to see him clearly but couldn't I'm too fucked up at the moment , I nodded my head and watched as he smiled and pasted me a small cup filled with white liquor I grabbed it from him and drank it fast making a face as a nasty after taste burn my throat I slammed the glass on the table. Music filled my ears with loud conversations around the house , Sam has been my rock for the past week I've been having so much fun , drinking and smoking dancing with strangers and telling anybody my emotions because I knew they was drunk to remember anything I said
" you okay ?" Samuel asked I nodded my head moving my body as I was sitting down on the couch of his frat house to the music that was pounding through the walls
" you still hanging in there girl ? Damn !" One of his friends said coming over by me and Sam he sat by me with two beers in his hand trying to pass me one I shook my head
" no thank you ion drink those " I said
" more for me then " he said drinking one and looked over at Samuel " aye nigga , where's Lina at I need to talk to her " I didn't know who Lina is and nor do I give a fuck , I ignored them talking until his friend hand touched my shoulder making me look at him
" so why you here ma ? I've been seeing you at all my parties , what's ya story ?" He asked
" nothing -"
" oh come on you have a story , you not drinking for no reason are you ?" I chuckled
" fine , I'm going through a break up right now so I just want to have some alone time " I told him which was true , after seeing Kash it sent everything in me to explode. He don't care , he don't love me for me . He don't get that I need space , for a relationship to work it takes two and it's not like he's even trying all he wants to do is tell me what to do & when to do it , he damn near chew my food for me which I hate I want more from Kash , I love him and starting to love him more than I loved my brother which is insane because I love my brother till death .
" so why y'all break up ? He cheated ?" He asked drinking his beer
" no he didn't cheat, he just don't get me that's all " I said putting my head down after I realized I don't want to speak about it no more I grabbed sams friend beer from his hand and started drinking it, so fucking nasty but worth it.
" you know something ? You niggas ain't shit because once you do something to make a girl feel some type of way y'all say it's not a big deal , we being over dramatic but once we do something y'all fucking hearts are broken " I spoke out
