sundrop/moondrop X reader

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[smut warning]

Moon makes eye contact with me and a blank face. I look over at chloe and she looks worried. Kate stretched over to moon and their lips touched.

I couldn't help but stare. His eyes closed as their lips met. And i guess one kiss wasnt good enough for katie. She kept going for more.

I bite my lip and stare at the ground. I couldnt talk, if I did I would start crying. I tried to think of happy thoughts but I couldnt.

Thats the reason she asked that question, she likes them. How am I that fucking stupid.

The kiss ended and I got up and walked to the bathroom. I locked the door and looked at myself in the mirror.

I started crying. I shouldn't do this. He was fine after what happened with roxy. I can be cool with that. Just breathe and stop crying.

I wipe my tears and breathe deeply. Im cool with the kiss, just stop being dramatic.

I unlock the door and walk back out there. I sit back down in my spot. Its now my turn and I pick truth.

"okay so yn, who do you like most in this room?" katelyn asks.

"i -i dont know kate," i reply.

"yn just answer the question its not that hard" kate tells me.

"probably chloe" i say.

"k now ask someone truth or dare" katie tells me.

"okay, moon truth or dare.?" i ask him.

"dare." he replies.

"i dare you to kiss the prettiest person in the room. be honest." i tell him.

He looks at the circle and crawls over to katelyn and kisses her. I just sit there looking like a fucking idiot while my boyfriend kisses another girl, TWICE.

Okay I cant keep my cool this time.

"oo thats fucked up.." chloe says under her breathe.

I get up and go outside for some fresh air. Its sunset and I sit down on my front stairs staring at the sun thinking about what just happened.

What does moon have against me? Did he loose feelings? He doesnt need to tell me like this. tears start to come out of my eyes.

I cant help it but let them flow. I brake down. Outside in front of my own house. pathetic. I hear the front door open and I wipe my tears quickly.

Moon sits next to me.

"yn-" he starts to say.

"i dont want to talk to you." i cut him off while getting up and going back inside.

I sit back in the circle and moon follows me inside. He sits back down and he asks me truth or dare.

I look at him and reply truth.

"tell me whats wrong" he says.

"fine, then I quit the game." i get up and go into my room.

I close the door and I sit on my bed. I stare at the ceiling while balling my eyes out. I actually cried until sunrise.

I looked out the window and jumped out of it. I had a one story house so I didnt hurt myself when I jumped.

I couldnt stop thinking about it. I went to the local park and chilled there until I calmed down.

Does he not want a relationship with me? Am I not good enough? Does he expect something more? I'm trying to be a good partner but if he keeps doing this then i dont know what to do. Were even now, so I know that now. Maybe I just needed a break from them. Or from moon.