"Stop... stop getting... so close..." he struggles under me Why's he weirdly pushing me away today? Did something happen?
"Hey..."
"Stop....S...stop....." he starts trembling
"Baekhyunee... what's wrong?hmm? What's wrong?"
"I dont... I want to.. wash up now... please...."
"Why? With the casts? I will help"
"Stop! Please... *sob* please..... I feel... dirty..."
"Did something happen? Baekhyunee? Did someone did something to you? Why are you... crying? Hey.... Hmm?" I ask him
".... *start crying* I.....I ......."
I just pull him into a hug... Something... definitely happened.
"Im here... I'm here for you now... I will wash you up now... let's shower together" I say and pat his back gently.
He continues crying for a few minutes and... I help him go shower since his casts are still on. Trust me I want to ask him and dying to find out what happened ...but still... I don't want to force him on anything.
We start kissing while I wash him I can feel he's finally calm and really kissing me back. What's it that you are hurting ? That what's it ... that you are being scared of? I wish he opens up to me more.
"Do you want to stay in bathtub for awhile?" I ask
"No.... I need to work..."
"Okay... then I will dry you and cloth you." I say
"Imm..."
. . . . .
After that, I dried him and he said he would lie down in bed for awhile. I went to kitchen for a few minutes to make him some tea and when I come back.. he is already asleep.
"He said he would work more, guess he's tired for today" I mumble and go lie down beside him
I pull him into my arms gently and caress his hair.
Why do you carrying a lot of burden on your shoulders? Aren't those burdens a lot more than you can handle? I hope you start focusing on yourself. And us.
"Good night.. my baekhyunee" I kiss on his cheek
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Next morning
When I look beside me, he's not here anymore. Does he really.... *sigh* have to go this early? We can go to office together anyway... I go out to the dining and see a handwritten note with a breakfast.
