Pride & Prejudice (ChanBaek)

56: The Talk

I have been.. following Chanyeol for 3 days now.
Following as in, when he go to club.
And today is 4th day... and he finally changed the club.

Previous 3 nights, after he got drunk and I took him to hotel.
I think he must be wondering or annoy why I'm beside him every morning he wakes up.
May be that's why he changed the club today.

What is this kid doing really?
What I'm worried most is.... His partner is still the same...
He is just having sex with that one boy.

Don't tell me....
Are they lover for something?
Or just... regular... meet up?

I know this is hurting me.... Seeing him like this.
But I can't stop... following him
The time he got drunk is the only time.... I can be with him....

Right now too....
Why am I....

"Anghhhhh.... it's good... haaaa~~ it's so gooddnghhhhh..."

I can hear moaning in toilet...
And all I do is waiting outside of restroom

"Nghhh... am I... pretty? Hmm?? Do I look... pretty to you?" I can hear the boy saying

"Yeah... haaa~~ fucking pretty right now" i hear Chanyeol saying..

"Call my... nghhh.... Call my name.... Eughhhhh.."

"Y...Yeonwoo.... Fuck... yeonwoo...."

Alcohol.... Right...
This is because he's.... Drunk right?

So, he's pretty to you now...
They must be.... going out?

Will I be able to talk to him tonight?
There are a lot of things I want to ask him...

"Ya...." The drunk voice calls me

"C...chanyeol...ssi.." when did he finish?
I was deep in my thoughts that I forgot to hide..

"Why are you... following me?"

What do you mean.. why.... "that..... that's ...."

"Get lost... now" he says

"Are you drunk?"

"Why?... want to take me to hotel?"

"That's.. not...."

"Let's go"

"What?"

"Let's go... to hotel.."

What's he saying?
Is he.. drunk or not?
God I can't tell now because his personality has changed recently....

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I think... I'm doomed....
We just arrived at the hotel and.... Fuck....
He's not completely drunk yet but still... not in his usual self too...

Should I just leave him here and leave for tonight?

"So.... I will just... leav..."

"Sit..." he says as he takes a seat on bed

Fuck.... This is... very awkward....

"Chanyeol.... ssi... I will just..."

"Sit... first" 

I slowly walk to bed and sit beside him...

"Do you have something to say to me?" He asks

"That's........ the drugs... and alcohol.. this isn't like you..... you should stop doing these.."

"You have no rights to tell me to.."

No rights... it's hurt... words.. hurt.

"I know... but still... I was someone who you used to know..."