53: A Coward

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"Director nim?"

"What?"

"Are you sure this is the place? It's not your usual hideout" Mr. Wu says as he drops me at the club

"Yeah... this one is Oh Sehun suggested me to go."

"Will you be alright? I can wait for you in the car"

"Nope. Go back and rest. Tomorrow, I will share my location to pick me up in the morning"

"Director nim?"

"Yes yes?"

"Please don't drink a lot. Tomorrow, you have meeting with Chairwoman"

"Ah..... fuck.... Yeah yeah... rest well Jinho ya" I say and get out of the car

I don't fancy going to new places and trying out new things but....
Oh Sehun said this is quite good so... yeah..
but this is more like a club than a bar.
I'm not a fan of clubs since they are very... crowded.

I walk into the club and I can see why that asshole Oh Sehun suggested this.
This is gay club plus private lounges too.

"Mr. Byun Baekhyun ssi?" One of the staffs greets me

"Yes?"

"I was informed by Mr. Oh that you are coming to our lounge. Shall I take you to your private lounge?" He says

That Oh Sehun bastard

"Yea... sure" i don't fucking need special attention

That staff takes me to the private lounge room

"May I know your escorts preferences? Or you can view on the tablet in the room and choose."

"Yeah... I will drink first"

"Nae. Please call us when you are ready" he leaves me alone in the lounge

Well.... This private lounge is to my liking but... really? Escorts? Fucking Oh Sehun

And... I'm not fucking used to this atmosphere
I should just go out and go sit at bar counter
Tho, it's quite noisy because of the dance floor

*sigh* "what a trouble" I mumble and just go out to bar counter

"Is there something not convenient for you Mr. Byun?" The staffs earlier rushes towards me

"No.. I'm fine with this so, I will use the lounge if I need"

"Nae. So, please have a good evening" he says and leaves

Huuuuuuu..... quite bothering

"What would you like to have sir?" Bartender asks

"Mendis Brandy" I say

"Nae"

Well, my old favourite spot is just fine for me
Shouldn't have listened to fucking Oh Sehun.

Ah, I have to meet Chairwoman tomorrow
I have no idea how can women agree to marry to a man who they just met
It's not even for sex or dating but marriage

I don't know... may be because I'm gay... I don't really understand how women go on blind dates just to marry off to someone who's rich.
I mean, those women who I met are also from rich families.
Indeed.. business huh

I wonder how many are there left.
I don't want to meet up and sit for hour just to answer their stupid questions.
And I...

"Hahahahaha.... you are quite an amusing man aren't you?" Someone who just sat down a few seats a way from me says

Why are they so loud?

"Have you tried these pills? These are effective than most clubs have. Just one pill... and you will be really happy... hmm?" I hear him saying

They do pills here too?
More effective?

"Should I?"
I flinch as soon as I hear ..... when I hear that voice... even tho it's quite noisy here.....
even tho.... It's very noisy here.....
I quickly look to that direction and....
And.....

"Of course... we will have a lot of fun after this one pill... just trust me" a boy beside him says

And .......
Our eyes locked.....
it's.... Him.

I'm not... drunk... trust me it's him....
It's... him.

Why is he here?
This is gay club ...... and why..... why is he going to try these pills?

"Sure" he says as he just looks at me in the eyes.....
Those eyes... still... look the same at that evening.
They are ... cold.

"Yesss!!" The boy beside him says and he takes out the pills and put in his mouth ...
Then he sits on Park Chanyeol's lap facing him and .... Starts kissing him

This is not...... what I...want him to...
Why... why is he kissing him....

I quickly look away after realising that I was staring at them....
W..what's wrong with me?
Why am I so.... Anxious?
Or angry.....
or.... Scared....
Why....
Why are you like this?

Your parents... didn't want you to be this way..

And from my side eyes... I can see them leave the seat and... i look at where they are heading to...
I can see them going into one of the private lounges....

My mind went total.... Blank..
I didn't...
No...
I never even think of seeing him this way....
This is not what I.... Wanted.

I gather my courage and... follow them
He shouldn't be this way...
He should be with a woman...
Just like how his parents want..
He can't embrace another man....
The another man who's not me

"Hnghhhhhh!!"

First thing I heard as soon as I stand in front of that private room is..... moan.

The courage I gathered a moment ago...
Just run away..
and here I'm...
Back to being what he called me ... "A Coward"

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