Pride & Prejudice (ChanBaek)

46: Suffocating

"Baekhyunee?"

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"Baekhyunee?!"

Chanyeollie's voice snaps me out of my deep thoughts.

"A...aww?"

"Are you really okay to go back alone? How about I follow you to your house and come back by myself"

"No.... It's okay..."

"Baekhyunee?" Chanyeollie calls me carefully and hold my face with his two big palms "Are you really okay? Did something happen at my house while I went out to buy some drink?"

".........."

"Baekhyunee?"

"No.... Nothing happen... and it's okay. I will just drive back slowly"

"Baekhyunee...."

"Hmm?"

"I will come and pick you up at office tomorrow. Let's go back home together... hmm?"

I can see Chanyeollie is trying to making sure that I'm okay.....
but....

"Imm... I will text you"

"Nae.. I will call you before I sleep" he says and kisses my forehead

"Imm..." I say and get into my car and drive back

Chanyeollie left behind at his house...
Since his parents asked him to stay there for a night

That.....

*pull over the car to the side*

I stop my car for awhile and "haaaaaa...... what should I do now?"

My head is feeling hot and I'm very anxious right now that... I don't think I can even drive.

*phone ringing*

Caller ID - Mr. Wu

B - .... Aww?

Mr.W - Director Byun? Are you okay? I am sorry I didn't see the text.

B - no.... It's okay....

Mr.W - Sir, can you drive? I will come to your place now.

B - just... come to my house. Buy some.....

Mr.W - yes sir? Buy some what sir?

B - To... make me sleep

Mr.W - Director Byun....

B - please.... I will... really need it..

Mr.W - Nae .. I will buy and come to your house sir. Please drive safe back to home

B - aww

*End call*

"I'm such a coward" I mumble
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Last night, I take some.. usual pill that Mr. Wu brought for me.. and fell asleep.
Jinho also slept at my house because he said he's worried.

And....
Now...
I wake up to a gentle stroke on my hair
And... a familiar scent

"Awake?"

And a familiar voice

"Good morning Baekhyunee"

"H... how...."

"I was worried the whole night. You didn't pick up my calls... or reply my texts. I don't know if you get back home safe or not... so, I left my house around 4am and came here.
I saw Mr. Wu sleeping on the couch when I arrived.

Baekhyunee.."

"Imm?"

"Are you really okay?"

"Yes... your parents must be worried if you left home like that early.. go back" I say and try to get up

Fuck... so dizzy....

"Are you okay?"

"Imm.. I'm..."

"Why's Mr. Wu sleeping here?"

"I don't know.. may be he's worried"

Ah my head... I feel so dizzy
Wanna puke
I should get to toilet first

"You don't look well.....why... why did you take that pill again?"

How did he... ugh...
Jinho... 🤦🏻‍♂️

"I just... want to... sleep"

"Why? Baekhyunee ... did.... Something happen? Please... please tell me.. I feel like i know nothing here."

"It's nothing. I'm quite busy today so.. you also should go back home"

"Baekhyunee?"

I quickly get out of my bed despite being very dizzy...
Fuck... may be because it's been awhile that I last take those pills.
And why did Jinho have to tell him about that?

"Baekhyunee?"

Chanyeollie follows me to bathroom

"Can you please give me some space?!" I raise my voice ...
No... I mean..
It wasn't an intentional..
Fuck...

"I.. I'm sorry..." he says and left..

Fuck....
I'm the worst.
I need some time to sort things in my head first...
Even tho Chanyeollie did nothing wrong at all...

——————Flashback at Chanyeol's home———

"Omma!! Appa!! I'm homeee" Chanyeollie shouts as he walks ahead of me.
The pressure is really making me very anxious.

"Welcome.... oh.... Hello.." his mom seems to be flinched a little as she sees me

"Chanyeol, didn't you tell me you are going to introduce your lover to us? Is she not here yet? And are you our Chanyeol's friend?" She asks

I ... I hate this...
My hands are cold and.... This is the first time I'm this nervous...

"Why are you making guest standing there? Let him sit first" his father says from behind

This is... suffocating.

"Mom... dad..... this is Byun Baekhyun. And, he's my lover. As you see.....

I'm in love with him... and... I'm in love with a man"

———————-To be Continued—————

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