He is not beside me when I open my eyes... But still... this familiar happiness tingles in my stomach. We are finally back together .... Right?
"Hehehhe..." I chuckle as I roll around in bed.
I pinch myself a few times too... making sure this is no dream at all. He smells.. he feels... the same. He's just... the same one... that I crazily fell in love.
"Oh... haven't properly apologised him yet" I mumble.
For what I did to him when I was drunk... I need to seriously apologise and.. beg for forgiveness
'If you.. fuck me from behind.. you won't know who you are fucking.. you could think of another man.... You could think someone is better than me... I can't see your face... I can't see if I could satisfy you or not...' - Baekhyunee last night
"Uwahhhhhhh... he was so cuteeee.." I screams
How can he think like that... damn... he's just... as adorable as he was. Wait... we were apart for only 3 months. But man... those 3 months felt like decades. The heartbreak was too much and too new for me to handle.. because I have never loved anyone before him.
But as much as I suffered.. I wonder if Baekhyunee suffered too? He must... too right?
Right now, did he throw away his pride and ego and come back to me? Call me selfish but I wish he did.. i wish he loves me so much to abandon those things. I wish... he's a bit.... Braver to love me.
*Phone Ringing*
Caller ID - Kyungsoo
C - aww Kyungsoo ya
K - wh...what the fuck... are you okay?
C - yeah... I'm perfectly fine.. why?
K - what the fuck you meant why? You just left us while being angry and now perfectly fine? Ya! Park chanyeol! Are you on drugs now? Where are you?
C - hey hey.... Calm down. I'm okay.. not on drug too. And....
K - and what?
C - I'm ..... with Director nim... again.
K - .............. what happened?
C - it's .... It's complicated.... And story was long... anyway... we kinda made up last night... hehe... Kyungsoo ya.. I think... we are meant to be.
Kai - ya!
C - what the... was the call on speaker the whole time?
Kai - look... stop acting naive.. first love never lasts.. okay? Don't trust adults too much.
C - yeah yeah.. says you.
Kai - I'm serious.. me and Kyungsoo are really sick of seeing you like that...
C - ..... I know...
K - we are worried about you.. hmm? Keep up updates. And come back to our home too.
C - yeah.. I will.
I then end the call.
Aish... that Kim Kai... why does he have to ruin my mood? Duh. Anyway.. I have to cook something for Baekhyunee for dinner.. and I have to ask him if it's okay for me to call him 'Baekhyunee' again.. Since I can't wait to call him like that and hug himmmmmm
"Haaaaaaaaa... I feel like I'm finally breathing again... this is happiness ... for real" I wish he never leaves me again. And that this is over happy ending. Can we?
