55: Lost Myself

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"Ya! Park chanyeol!" Kyungsoo shouts as soon as he gets back to his house

Yeah... currently I'm living at Kyungsoo and Kai's house.. they are kinda living together and they spare me a room.
I either sleep here or at my office room.

"Why aren't you picking up our calls?! You know how much we are worried?! Just where were you all the times?!" he comes and sits beside me on the couch followed up Kai

"Ya... at least reply us" Kai says

"Stop nagging me like a parent" I say

"We are not.. we just want to...."

"Stop fucking talking!!!!" I raise my voice and throw a book I was holding

"Ya!!!" Kai grabs me by my collar and ready to punch me..

Kyungsoo stops him and...
"You are going to those places... right? And using those drugs... Park chanyeol... stop being like this.... Please... remember who you are..."

"Fuck... this is annoying" I say and walk out of their house

I was in the foul mood the whole morning plus... with this fucking headache....
They are just too much... I left home because of those nagging and now friends are like this....

And....
Fuck...

Did I do with him last night?

I can't... remember..... at all..
Did I touch him?
Did I cross the line?

Fuckkk...... tell me I did not...
Why were we in the same bed? Perhaps ... did I cling on him shamelessly again?

Get yourself together..Park chanyeol.
He doesn't have or had feelings for you once.

*phone ring*

Caller ID - Yeonwoo

Who the fuck is it?
Fuck.... How can I just let someone have my number because I was drunk....
I'm becoming very wasted... huh...

'Park chanyeol... stop being like this.... Please... remember who you are...' - Kyungsoo

Who I'm .... Huh?
I lost who I'm ... months ago..
I don't know how to live on anymore....
So what's the point?
Tell me what's the point.......... Kyungsoo ya...

Text message

'I enjoyed sex last night... let's meet up again tonight at 9pm. See you at bar counter' Yeonwoo

So... I did have sex with someone ... huh
As long as it's not him.. it's fine.

————————-Baekhyun's POV———————-

"Director Byun?" Mr. Wu snaps me out of my thoughts.

"Aww?"

"Are you okay?"

"Sorry.. what was you saying?"

"Why... did you ask to tail on Park chanyeol ssi?"

"Why? Did he do something? Did he meet with someone?"

"No.. this morning, he went back to his friend's house. A friend named Do Kyungsoo. He is also our employee.
Currently, it seem like he's not going back to his house"

"I...see...."

"And now he's at work"

"Okay..."

"Director Byun? Are you really okay?"

"Yeah... why?"

"You look really tired these days. Especially today"

"Just keep me update. You can dismiss now"

"Director Byun, Chairwoman will come by in any minutes now"

"I get it. Just let her into my office"

"Nae" Mr. Wu says and leaves

I'm too.... Tired.
Again, That chairwoman will speak nonsense for sure.
Headache...

What if I know where he goes?
Should I follow him?
Stop him?
What should I do then?

"Fuck.... This is.....suffocating...." I mumble

*Door Opens*

"Good morning Chairwoman..." I greet her as soon as she walks into my office

"This is evening already" she says and take a seat

"What's bring you here?"

"Do I need your permission to go to my own company?"

"That's not what i...."

"I'm handing you over the Hotel & Resorts Group"

"Nae?!" Fuck...

"My biggest business. The hotel and resort group. I will be handing over to you before this year end... and I will retire"

"That's definitely for the oldest cousin"

"I know. I hate to say this but he's not qualified for that. Since this SOLE Tech has improved a lot after your management years.. We all decided to give it to you"

"Chairwoman... I..."

"This is not an option or suggestion
It is an order. I raised you up and it's your duty to follow my command"

Again... she's not treating me like her favourite grandson but as her favourite lapdog.
This is why, I need to break free from her.

She keep tying me down to her so that I won't leave her businesses and work for her until I die.

With of course... her full control over me.

*Text Message*

*Text Message*

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'Mr. Park just arrived at xxxxxx Club'

Isn't this.... too early?
Don't tell me.... He's going to meet that boy from last night again?

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