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16 : 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐄

Y/N's POV:

𝑭𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌:

He told me to leave.

What have I done?

Fear instantly filled my heart as well as pain and I instantly sobered up. His heavy steps from his large body filled my ears as he walked away from me.
I couldn't breathe. This wasn't happening.
Why was I so stupid!?

I quickly turned towards him in a panic.

"Jungkook!"

I called out.

He stopped, his back now facing me.
I saw his muscles in his back and arms tense.
His hands were in fists.

I swallowed hard and tried to keep my eyes from watering.

"Please, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean that..."

He didn't say anything. He didn't move.

Even though my legs felt like they couldn't hold me, I found myself walking to him.
I needed to make this better.
Pain stabbed my heart knowing I had made him that mad..

"Jungkook."

I tried again, finding myself beside him.

I went to touch him, his body flinching slightly which caused me to stop. I had really done it this time.
Failing like I always did. Never being good enough.
Despite the doubts, I fought through it and reached out and gently laid my hand on his arm.

He didn't pull away.

I sent a prayer of thanks up as for that small gesture.
I quickly walked to stand in front of him, his eyes fierce as they bore into me.
I wanted to look away, wanted to hide in shame, but if he could be brave and look me in the eye, I had to do the same.

"I'm sorry."

I whispered.

"I was wrong in what I blurted out. I don't have a filter when I drink."

I struggled to find any ounce of hope from his eyes.
But they remained cold and icy.

Tears pricked at my eyes and I couldn't stop a few from falling.

My god!
I was such a weak woman!

I felt disgusted with myself.
I mean, how the hell was I to be a worthy, strong woman beside him if I couldn't even keep myself together?!
I shut my eyes as a few more tears fell.

Damn, I must look so pathetic.

A sudden touch made my heart leap.
I didn't dare move as I felt Jungkook's large thumb gently run over my cheek.

"Don't cry."

His voice, now softer made me want to cry even more. I let a sob of relief escape me as I slowly opened my eyes to look back up to his own.

The brown orbs were still a bit cold, but I could now see the hurt and regret behind them as well.
His expression had softened slightly.

"I really am sorry."

I told him.

"It's not horrible being married to you. I just got overwhelmed."

I felt better when I could see his body relax, but he also pulled his hand away.

"Forget about it."