𝐻𝐸𝐴𝑅𝑇𝐵𝐸𝐴𝑇 ~ 𝐾𝑆𝐼

𝑆𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑝𝑡.𝑙𝑙

It had to be about their music right?.....

Right?....

I hesitantly clicked on the hashtag to see an abundance of pictures of them hugging and stuff like that.

The way he has his hands around her.

They were standing outside the studio tightly hugging.

She had her hands around his neck and her head in his neck and he had his hands snaked around her waist tightly with his head resting on her shoulder.

I could feel the tears in my eyes.

I could feel the jealousy and sadness rush over me.

Fuck sake.

The way she seemed so clingy towards him.

The way she had her hands around his neck and her head in the crook of his neck.

I got up shoved some joggers and socks on, grabbed my earphones and some shoes and left outside the flat.

I didn't wanna see him.

I was so annoyed, but mostly at myself.

I was annoyed at myself, because I let myself trust him.

I should never trust anyone again, I should have listened to myself.

It was heavily raining in the street, no one about the streets of London.

The city was sleeping.

I was crying hysterically as I was drenched running as far away from the flat with my earphones in whilst playing 'I found' by Amber Run.

Maybe I was overthinking it?

Probably.

I feel like I always ruin things.

An annoying personality trait I have is my jealousy.

My jealousy was the death of me.

If JJ shook hands with a girl I'd be pissed.

My jealous always over came me, it made me a bad person to be around.

I sat on a cafe door step till 7 just listening to music trying to clear my head.

As it turned 7 my phone kept buzzing.

8 messages from 'My Baby ❤️'.

Well at least he was worried about me.

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My Baby ❤️

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Baby where are you? Xxxx

Seriously Harla where are you? Xxxx

Are you okay? Xxxx

Baby? I'm worried xxxx

Please answer!!!??? Xxxx