𝐻𝐸𝐴𝑅𝑇𝐵𝐸𝐴𝑇 ~ 𝐾𝑆𝐼

𝐸𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡

It was that day, one of the days of the year I hate.

4 times a year I go to the doctors.

I was dreading this, I hadn't told JJ about my condition.

I didn't want to tell him.

I didn't want him counting the days down.

I didn't want him worried.

It's easier.

I just said it was a checkup.

It has been a few weeks since the Anne Marie scandal and it had all blown over since they put out statements.

But I had also practically moved in with JJ.

I was always at his apartment and things like that.

I woke up with JJ lying on my stomach, arms wrapped around my waist, peacefully asleep.

I had to get up but we were both so comfortable.

I liked his company.

Something about it made me feel safe and just comfortable.

He was so peaceful but if I didn't move now I'll miss my appointment.

"Baby." I whisper placing gentle kisses on his head.

"Yeah.." his morning voice spoke which was not gonna lie, pretty hot.

"I have to go to my doctors appointment and you need to love, sorry baby." I apologise for moving the peaceful man.

"Do you have to???" He whines not wanting to let go.

"Yes sorry." I place kisses all over his face as he was looking up at me.

"Okay." I instantly felt bad as he seemed so sad.

"Okay I love you bye." I say getting out of bed letting him go back to sleep.

~~~~~~~

I was in the waiting room.

Today he was going to tell me how long I have estimated left, a few months back just before I met JJ I was told 5 years and today they'll confirm it.

"Miss Foster?" A guy peeps his face out of his office.

I stand up and walk in and sit in front of his desk.

"Hello Harla, how you feeling?" He asks smiling.

"Hi, Um I've been good, working hard, haven't had any Heart pains or too much stress and stuff so yeah I've been alright." I say thinking of answers and how I've been feeling for the past 3-4 months.

"Alright we'll I've been keeping track of your stats and the tests that we ran last time didn't come out like they have before..." he says as his mood drops.

"Oh, um what's happened." My heart was slowly sinking.

"Well, we seen your stats have gone down. Meaning your life span has also gone down a year..." he says sympathetically.