Ready to love; seungkwan x Svt

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They are young, they say to get involved in these kinds of feelings. But if their hearts are making them feel things, they will go according to hearts. After all, they have nothing to lose.

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We all know from where a child comes from. We all clearly know. And it's just the parents itself don't seem to know. The child is either from heaven, from a road, clouds or an animal keeping their human child by the front door plus by the dustbins.

These stories wouldn't work these days, especially 14 year olds. But, not here. These two boys do not seem to know what even kiss is. Sure they watch- not really watch when you try to act how beautiful the wall looks.

This is quite a story of two best friends, seokmin and seungkwan. They are innocent, not completely innocent. They know what a kiss is but they haven't seen how do people even do that. They never asked their parents because they know there are some questions where the person itself has to know without other's help.

On one of their group studies. They searched up how to kiss not forgetting to add 'gay' at the end. Both found themselves getting engrossed while watching two men kissing. They wanted to try, just like an un-given homework. But a homework they wouldn't mind doing it again and again.

“let's try it once” seungkwan beams, diverting his gaze to seokmin who was closing the tab not forgetting to clean his search history.

“try what exactly?”

“kiss. Let's kiss like them” giving seokmin a wide smile.

“a-are you sure..what if someone sees us..” seokmin mutters.

Seungkwan clicks his tongue,
“has someone caught us while watching these men kissing?”

“no?”

“so? Who's gonna watch us now and plus no ones at home.” he shrugs.

“okay then..” seokmin wasn't sure about this. Not like he never dreamt of kissing seungkwan under a tree. But in this case, it wasn't a tree. It was in front of their books, and under the roof.

They plan on watching them kissing once again, deciding who's gonna sit on who's lap. Seungkwan you're younger than me you should sit in my lap I am not sitting in your small lap!  Seungkwan didn't budge. Instead coming to the conclusion by playing rock paper scissors.

Rock paper scissors shoot!

“hah! Told ya now come here” he pats his lap.

seungkwan glares at seokmin, slowly sitting with his legs on the other sides of his waist. Hands on his chest, making a gap between them.

“what?”

“what?”

“what are you doing?”

“sitting?”

“no- why are you creating a gap?”

“what gap?”

“why are you not letting me near you? How am I gonna kiss you then?” seokmin complains, removing his hands.

“yea yea sorry” he mutters, feeling a sudden wave of shyness creeping out.

Seokmin circles his arms around seungkwan's waist slowly while seungkwan wrapped his arms around his neck. They were excited as well as nervous. They think they might be the first ones to ever do this at the age of 14. Which they think is bad.

Slowly leaning towards each other, removing the gap between their lips in a second. They stay still, just feeling other's lips on their own's. For seungkwan, this feeling felt euphoric, he never ever thought kissing someone could bring you feelings in an instant.
And for seokmin, the butterflies in his stomach did backflips, making him all giddy inside. A sudden new feeling starts creeping out all of a sudden.

This is normal right? This feeling seokmin thinks to himself, but this was not the time when he has seungkwan's lips are placed against him making him feel things he wasn't suppose to this early.

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Their kissing sessions, which soon turned into even touching and heavy make outs. They kiss like as if its their last. Kissing until they are breathes away. No, they haven't done anything more than that. And, they don't wish to do those things soon.
Not until seungkwan turns 20 and seokmin's 21.

Seokmin promised seungkwan to give him his first ever memorable presence, which would be. Sex with seokmin.

Both couldn't wait for the day when seungkwan turns 20 and they could have the time of their lives.

Yea, this sounds stupid but they don't care. They know they are doing things which they aren't supposed to. Promising to having sex as a birthday present. Make outs every single day. Touching, kissing, even more kissing. Became a daily routine for them and yet, no one suspected.
They think it's just they are good at hiding or other's are just to dumb to notice.

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They part away for air, catching their breathes after a long make out.

“I could have died if we hadn't part” seungkwan puffs out air, glaring at seokmin.

“it isn't my fault that your lips are so captivating” he winks, leaning forward to meet his lips once again. But seungkwan stops him by placing his arms against his chest.

“then it's my fault?”

“your lips, so yea practically yours” he lovingly smiles, leaning even more forward, getting once again stopped.

“I hate you so much” he pouts, moving his hands around his neck. Pulling him closer.

“love you too plum” he chuckles, leaving a chaste kiss on his forehead.

Seungkwan realised what seokmin said to him, he loves him. This wasn't the first time. Hearing these kinds of words from seokmin always brings seungkwan a little light of hope, maybe they could end up together.
And even if they did, he wouldnt hesitate to reveal it to his parents. He clearly knows them, they wouldn't accept him right away but at some point they have to. After all, seungkwan's their child. 

And even ending up together with seokmin would make him face issues, he wouldn't mind. He has nothing to lose, really.

“do you mean it?” he whispers, playing with his ear.

“of course I do, don't you think I would have grown feelings in these past three-four years? Getting to kiss you, touch you, have you in my arms is more than enough for me, really. And you know how bad I am in figuring things out but figuring out my feelings for you was the easiest. When I say I love you, I really mean it. I really do.” he finally says it, but it turned out to be different from what seokmin imagined.

“and what if I say the same, that i love you too. I really mean it, just like you.”
Seungkwan smiles once they part, their hands still intertwined.

“then let's date without worries nor problems” seokmin beams, kissing the back of his palm.

“we never had it in the first place you idiot” he snickers, hitting seokmin on his forehead.

“but we surely will, in future” he sighs, pulling him in a hug.

“that's the future and meh we will see don't worry” replies seungkwan, throwing his arms around his neck.

“god I love you so much” seokmin cries, leaving a smooch on his cheek.

“I love you too seokmin” he cries loudly, pulling him down to meet his level. Hugging him tightly.

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A/n: this was rushed. Dw I don't like this one either lol.

Btw thank you for 800 reads! <3