Ready to love; seungkwan x Svt

joshkwan

He doesnt minds if he forgets his instrument (not all the time) , but not his watch.

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"Whats the time?"

There it is. The voice which makes him all giddy and nervous. It's the same question all along but it still makes him go all red.

"It's 4:45" Seungkwan mutters eyes on the violin.

"Thank you"

"No problem"

And that too, the same conversation.

He doesn't knows if this is the only thing which is meant to be between the two. If it it, he is gonna wail out but not initiate conversation.

It's the same next day, nothing new yet, not failing to make seungkwan's heart beat faster when the same question once again arises, and that too replying him with digits.

Nothing new, but always making his heart beat faster.

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Maybe seungkwan's grandma is the reason for getting the guy's name. Or maybe because he shaved.

No it can't be. He usually wears a mask and rarely pulls it down, no way.

Or because he wore his new black shirt.

Or this was just meant to be. Yeah, it was probably just meant to be.

But the thing was, he doesn't gets to know the name by the boy himself but by another student.

"Seungkwan? Where's joshua?"

"Who's Joshua?"

"The one who sits next to you!"

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So his name is joshua. Cool name.

The next day, it's still the same if talking about joshua and seungkwan's interaction. But it isn't the same when he's needed to try another tune on the violin.

Of course he's anxious, many pairs of eyes are intensely watching him, he glances up through his eyelashes towards the teacher, who has her calm eyes on him, patiently waiting.

The ticking of the clock, distant foot taps is making him panic, his hands shakily try playing the violin, but failing.

"It's okay seungkwan, you can try it later. Drink some water" The teacher says, noticing his state which he is thankful of.

Seungkwan can't even look to the figure next to him. It was embarrassing.

"Let me help you"

Seungkwan hears the calm voice next to him, offering him help.

He relentlessly hands him his violin with no words, staring at the instrument which is more better than looking into his eyes.

Joshua doesn't questions, shrugging it off.

And for the next few minutes, joshua helps him with the notes, then lets seungkwan play by himself when he's done explaining. Surprisingly (not for seungkwan), he couldn't catch it in first time.

Joshua doesn't minds, he explains it again, open to all seungkwan's doubts.

Again, after ten whole minutes, he's done(after numerous mistakes). He, with no doubts, could finally play the notes.

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It's been more than a week since their last talk and seungkwan actually accepts his fat crush on Joshua.

And two days since he did not attend his music class. He visualizes joshua's reaction seeing him not be there, even creating different scenarios.

Maybe, he's just normal. Too normal for his liking.

Seungkwan settles down with a decision, wether his throat is burning or his nose wouldn't stop being runny. He would attend his music class. With two reasons. He misses it's environment and the other one is obviously a person.

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Seungkwan finds himself cursing on his each and every word, mentally.

How can i forget my watch?!

He would label it as one of his biggest mistakes.
It's his first time, forgetting his watch. But for seungkwan, it isn't just a small mistake, it surely does feeling a big one. He doesn't know why his eyes are watering and he is sure Joshua doesn't minds if he doesn't have his watch.

He settles himself on his usual seat, not giving a glance to his side.

And just like that, the class starts.

"What's the time?"

Seungkwan hears it again but he pretends to not hear it.

"Seungkwan?" He feels his stomach burst, a weird sensation rushing through him. It's the first time he called him by his name.

"Yes?" he stammers.

"What is the time?"

Seungkwan is finding it weird. While glancing at joshua, he spots a watch strung around his wrist. Weird.

"Uh, I don't have my watch.."

"I am not asking about time"

This gets seungkwan's attention, making him turn his head towards joshua's side who's already looking at him with his usual smile.

"I don't get it.."

"You know it's time"

"Time for what?"

He remembers class starting a few minutes ago.

"Time for us to date."

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