PART 59. SUICIDE

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SANDRA POV:

"Thank you so much for coming Yumiko, Brett, Tyler, thank you," sabi ko sa kanila na inalalayan ko sa hidden room ng hospital ni kuya Simon.

Patuloy akong pinaiimbestigahan ng mga police dahil sa pagkawala ni Ezekiel sa hospital nila. Ezekiel's family attacked me because of that.

"Sandra, the bullet should be gone to Ezekeil's head, if it won't be pulled out, it might put him to death," Yumiko utterred stressfully while checking Ezekiel's head.

"Your husband need to rest his mind, gonna put something wire on his head. Six months? Yes, your husband has only six months to live, yet, let's do the operation Sandra. Whether, his family will agree or not," Brett utterred after Yumiko.

"But, our equipments and resources is very limited we should bring them to US," I cried.

"No, I will ask my team to provide equipments here. As what you've said Sandra, they're isn't private anymore. We can't do that, the embassy were going to question us," Yumiko utterred.

"Excuse me, Salome I'll talk to you," kuya Simon utterrred na kakapasok lang niya ng room.

"Excuse me guys," I uttered in front of them while they continue checking and caring with the two confined man in this hidden room.

I followed kuya Si and we've talked.

"Sandra, you need to attend the hearing," kuya utterred.

"They will just accused me kuya. Alam kong tinatrap lang ako," I utterred.

"That's why you should attend, believe mom, we can overcome this," sabi ni kuya Si na malungkot ang mga mata.

Naiyak ako ng makita ko ang kanyang pag-aalala sa akin. Sana di nalang ako nakilala ng pamilya ko, puro kamalasan ang nangyayari na sa buhay namin.

"I'm sorry kuya Si, kasalanan ko lahat," naiyak kong sabi.

"That's okay we can work at it. Kaya natin to," kuya Simon hug me tightly to cheer me up.

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LALAINE'S POV:

Nasa bahay ako ng aking pamilya. Andito ako sa balcony namin. I want to kill myself, I'm guilty for what I've done to my husband.

"I'm sorry Ezekiel, kasalanan ko ang lahat. Kung pwede ko lang ibalik ang lahat, I would definitely hug you in that time and make myself as your shield. Pero wala e', natatakot ako sa aking pamilya. I'm afraid na itatakwil nila ako. Sila lang ang meron ako na iwan ko, wala kasing assurance ang pagmamahal mo sa akin sapagkat ang alam ko mahal mo pa ang ex mong si Sandra. Nagdududa narin ako sapagkat hindi mo ako binigyan ng anak. Mahal na mahal kita babe. Patawarin mo ako, kung nasaan kaman ngayon sana nasa mabuti kang kalagayan. Sana andiyan ka nga sa puder ni Sandra dahil alam kong safe na safe ka sa kanya," patuloy ako sa pag-iyak habang hinanda ko ang aking sarili na nakapatong sa riles ng balcony namin upang pumunta sa langit.

"I lost all my loveones better to take rest," iyak ko pa.


~FLASHBACK~

"Till death do us part," naaalala ko na naman ang matamis na salita ni Ezekiel at ngiti niya sa panahong kinasal na kami.

"Hmm, you love it, well, I love you more," I miss his chuckles.

"Heshh, don't worry, I will give you 2 dozens of sperms," he laughed.

"I love you my wife, thank you for understanding and being here, I love you," bumabalik ang mga pagkakataon kung saan nafefeel ko ang pagmamahal ni Ezekeil sa akin.

Mas lalo akong naguguilty, I was planning to jump in our balcony my dad came.

"What are you doing Lalaine?" Galit na sabi ni dad.

"Dad, I wanna die. I don't want to live anymore. I lost my husband. You shot him. I can't live with this toxicity dad. I can't live through your rules. You're worst. Let me die," sabi ko sa kanya at nagpuoumiglas ako sa paghawak niya.

Gabi-gabi akong umiiyak maging okay lang ang lahat pero wala e', my anxiety, conscience made me depressed. It's like a hell to me.

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SANDRA POV:

Lumipas ang isang buwan at nakumpleto na namin ang mga gamit para sa operasyon nina Ezekiel and sa asawa ko. I prayes for a succesaful operation. I'm just happy that mom defended me so well in the court and we'll be attending a last hearing to meet the jury's decision.

Nabalitaan ko rin na Lalaine has a mental breakdown. She was confined in a mental hospital. I don't know what happened but I have this guts of mine that I should visit her.

Andito ako sa mental hospital kung saan siya. I saw him in the bed, laughing, crying, and sobbing. She has this awra where she really felt lost and broken.

The usher who accompanied me left inside the room. Sasabihin ata nila na baliw narin ako dahil nakikipag-usap sa isang may problema sa pag-iisip. I know, Lalaine just having hardtime coping with what happened to her.

"Hi, Lalaine," I utterred while looking at her.

She paused and look at me.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA, HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU, BWHAHAHAHA, are you an angel? Hmmmmm, yes you are HEHEHHEHEEHHE," sabi niya na tama nga di siya naging matino.

"How are you?" Alam kong di ko makakausap siya ng matino but I'm trying.

"Good okay good okay yipeeeee," sabi niya na parang bata at umiiling-iling pa.

"Did you know me?" I asked.

"WAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH, yes pi, bwhahaahhahah. You are the the the the only one huhuhuhuuhhu," sabi niya na nakasimangot.

"Hayss," buntong hininga ko.

"Only one sa puso ng taong mahal ko," nabigla ako sa sinabi niya.

"Lalaine," I utterred.

"Huhuhuhuhuhu, Ezekeil still love you for sure. And I know itatakwil niya ako after those incidents happened. I wanna die, HUHUHUHUHUHUHU," iyak niya ng lubusan.

Agad ko siyang niyakap sapagkat nag-aalala ako sa kalagayan niya.

"Tapos ngayon BWHAHAHAHAHA HUHUHUHUHUHU di ko alam saan siya," iyak at tawa niya.

"Don't worry he's in good hand right now. Ezekiel loves you," I utterred.

Tumigil siya sa pagsasalita dahilan ng aking pagtanggal sa yakap ko sa kanya.

She stared at me crazily.

"Dahil sayo naging magulo ang lahat. Dahil sayo di ako mahal ng taong mahal ko. GRRRRRR ARGHHHHHHHH," galit niyang sabi sa akin habang hinila niya ang aking buhok.

"Arayyyyyyy, Lalaine tama na. Tulong tulong tulong," sigaw ko ng saktan ako ni Lalaine.

"TULONG TULONG TULONG," pagduduwal kong sigaw.

Ang sakit ng ulo ko dahil sa paghila niya ng aking buhok buti nalang at dumating na ang taga-alalay sa hospital.

Inilayo nila ako kay Lalaine. Matapos ang pangyayari, I saw Lalaine playing with his hands and holding her own hair.


Author's PoV:

Hello kaunloved! Sorry for the late update sobrang busy napo ako ngayon. I'm working and studying na kasi at the same time. Sana maintindihan niyo ako. Wavv you all. Have a productive and a good day a head.😊🥰❤💚

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