His Little Sugar Baby

Scary

"You're not. " jacob said a little sad. "That's good. " I told him. "Yea I was beginning to like the ideal of you baring my child. But now we don't know what's going on. "He lightly said. "Yea. " I lightly said realizing we really don't know. "You can't even hold water down. Let's go. " He lightly said. "Where?" I asked "to the hospital. " He said helping me walk. "Okay. " I sighed.

I sat on the cold table in a paper gown waiting for the doctor. "You okay?" Jacob asked rubbing my back. I nodded pushing my hair back. The doctor knocked and came in. "Hello Jacob. " the doctor said nodding him. "So what's going on?" He asked me. "I can't keep anything down and I'm getting a little weak. " I lightly said. "Are you two sexually active?" the doctor asked. "Yes. " I say. "Well we are gonna do a pregnancy test." He said. "We already did. 3 good ones. " Jacob interjected. "We are gonna do a blood test. " He said lightly.

"How are you feeling?" I asked seeing my grandma. She was walking! She hugged me "good but I would like to go back to Barbados. " She chuckled. I smiled. "Why don't you stay with me and Jacob?" I asked lightly. "It's nice here but it feels more natural in Barbados. " She said sitting down. I sat by her.

The next day I was better but I couldn't eat without feeling sick. "I love you. " Jacob said kissing me as we sat in bed. I smiled at him and he kissed me again. "I love you too." I told him. "How could you love a old guy like me?" He asked lightly. "You're not old and how could you love a young girl like me?" I asked smiling. I scooted over so I sat across his lap. "Touché doll but I don't know, fate?" He said. I nodded and he kissed my neck going straight for my spot. "You bi-" I begun but was caught off by pleasure.

We were back at the doctors for the news after going everyday for a week to send blood in. "What are we going to do if I turn out to be pregnant?" I asked Jacob. nervous as we waited for the doctor. "You're probably not pregnant but if you happen to be..... then we will get through it, okay?" He responded rubbing my back. I nodded. I don't really want kids at the moment. I want them in maybe 3-4 years! "How would you feel about abortion?" I lightly asked. His eyes got huge. "Listen, I love you and i know we are capable of taking care of children but if you feel like you are too young and that's a choice for you... then I will support you. " He said. I nodded. I leaned over and kissed him. "I don't know. I don't want kids until like 4 years maybe. " I lightly said. "Alright and that's fine. " He said pulling me close. i hugged him. Then the door opened. The doctor came in and sat. "We found the source we think. " He lightly said. He looked conflicted. I looked up scared. "You most likely had a miscarriage. " He lightly said. I gasped. "We detected amounts of pregnancy hormones but they diminished. Have you had any...." I stopped paying attention. How could I've gotten pregnant? I'm on birth control! That's probably what killed it. Then i felt myself being shaken. "Sorry what?" I asked lightly "have you bled lately.?" Jacob asked lightly. " I did for a couple day but I thought it was just my pregnancy from birth control, dis that hurt them?" I lightly said. "No. It didn't. The only thing it could've caused was maybe a ectopic pregnancy but you would've known if that happened." He said assuring. I looked away shaking.

"I'm sorry. " Jacob said hugging me outside. I hugged him back. "I just wish I would've known. " I shrugged. "Are you okay doll?" He asked soothingly. "Yea. I'm sorry. " I told him. "Don't you dare say sorry to me!" He said serious. "I'm sorry I didn't notice all this and that your body has to go through this. " He lightly said I closed my eyes taking a deep breath. My head felt light as Jacob hugged me tightly.

I was in bed all day confused. How did I not know? Jacob was at work and I actually really needed him but I could never make him miss more work. I thought if i was pregnant i could get a abortion but I'm actually sad i had a miscarriage. I feel like i neglected the child. Then my phone rung. "Hello?" I answered. "Hey baby girl. You doing alright?" It was Jacob. "I was just thinking about you. I'm doing good. " I lightly said. "Good. What should I bring you, I'm leaving work early. " He said and i git excited. "Cheesecake and wine!" I giggled. "Done. See you in about an hour. " He chuckled.

We were in the dining room eating our cheesecakes and drinking wine when I busted out in tears. It just came. "Jasmine. " Jacob got up and went around to me he put his arm around me pulling me close. He picked me up in bridal style. "Don't cry or I will. " He told me kissing my cheek. I sniffed back some tears "I love you Jasmine and I'm sorry. This is probably my fault. My sperm is probably no good since i had a vasectomy. It was a miracle you were pregnant. " He lightly said. Then i saw a tear drop down his face. I forgot he had a vasectomy. Wow this makes it crazier. I hugged him wrapping my legs around him.

The next day I was at the doctors. Jacob doesn't know. "Did you do Jacobs vasectomy?" I asked as soon as he came in. "Well hello and yes I did. " He nodded. "How did I get pregnant?" I asked confused. "There's the smallest chance that pregnancy can occur. I mean it's 1/1000 but it's still there. Jacob had a reversible one done so he very much has a 50% chance of being able to have children again. It also could've been recanilozation. Which means that the vein could've sent the sperm through micro tube in the scar tissue. "So can we have babies?" I asked him. "Have Jacob call me " He lightly said. I nodded. "Thank you doctor. " I say getting up.

I hugged Jacob when he got home. "Hey. " He said and kissed me lightly. "I went to the doctors and he wants you to call him. " I lightly said. "Okay. You could've told me you were going. I would've went with you. " He lightly said pulling his jacket off. "I don't like bothering you. " I smiled. He leaned down and kissed me again. "You don't bother me " He said chuckling. I wrapped my arms around him laying my head on his chest. He rubbed my back and stroked my hair. "We're going out to eat today. " He said lightly. "Okay. Can we see Grammy today?" I asked him. "Of course. " He intertwined our hands and pulled me to the stairs.