Poems of lifetime

Lovesick...

The world feels...so boring and colorless

My heart hurts, getting crushed and press

My love for her is taken up to the test

And my patience is getting dragged to the farthest

I miss her so much...but I feel too distant to her

I want to feel the warmth of her hand again, but I'm no lover

Nor loved, taken, liked by anyone in this world

My whole existence is considered absurd

But I guess I had to leave her, make her hate me

So our goodbyes won't hurt much when I flee

It might be a twisted idea, that's what they see

But I just don't want her to suffer...really...

I may did that...but I did it for the both of us

I hugged her one last time, knowing I broke love a trust

Knowing this, this will be set on stone

She won't get hurt when I leave her alone