Poems of lifetime

Alone Under the Mistletoe

A starry night and romance is in the air

The snow covers the city, rains through out so fair

A day to be jolly, there are gifts people will share

The heart of gems shines, that we all thought is rare

A happy night indeed, perfect time to glee

Out of stress and pressure, a time to be free

But...under the mistletoe I go...where is she?

Out of all the gifts, her holding me is what I want to see

Seconds became minutes and minutes became an hour

I looked up, sight my only company beside...the one bright star

They twinkle and shine, she always depict so spectacular

I wonder up there...will she still sit beside me even so far

I set a candle beside, started talking to the star up there

How life was hopelessly devastating, and still it impair

From the time right now where I grieve...to before where I despair

Continued loving when you left, wandering at Christmas I dare

You may left me in this world alone, and see you bellow the stone

But loving you devotedly with my life is all I have ever known

With this ghostly memory of you, I still feel your cold hand holding me

While we kiss under the mistletoe, letting our guards down and carefree

I still feel your warmth...holding me tight at my heartfelt chest

Under the cold Christmas nights, looking at the horizon, right at west

My love for you is true and never in doubt, still remains even up to the test

Just you wait up there my love...I will come after my God-planned quest


I might grow old without a woman or child to hold with my own

But the unconditional love, until your demise you've shown

My love you accepted and held, you rejected to disown

Not a nick of disaster you gave, everything was sure and none sown


In heaven we soon will inevitably meet again in the end

If not, a complain to the Gods I will protest and send

I will work hard in earth first, I will love and live and I will fend

Even alone at the mistletoe...my love for you will still append.