After taste (BxB) (OMEGAVERSE) (BOYSLOVE) MPREG

Seven.

"Papa, chicken want." Medyo bulol pang sabi ng bunso ko. She also looks like Svern. Napakadaya talaga ako naghirap wala man lang nakuha sa akin. Her eyes were more prominent than her siblings. Don't even know why. 11 years old na yung kambal ko. They already know my situations and why we can't be with their father. So they were happy to know that they had another sibling. Achelous already met his siblings and they became close in short amount of time. He knows it's a secret. But it's been years since we last saw him. They still talk through face time when we went abroad. Kaori didn't know I was pregnant. We left nung lumaki na tiyan ko. Now I'm settled with Mom here in Philippines. Sabi niya mas masaya daw siya na kasama kami kasi malulungkot lang siya kung mag isa siya sa bahay sa probinsya. Lalo na at wala na si Dad. I work as a manager sa bar ni Carlisle. Well we're still friends. Kelly's still with his boyfriend. Akalain mo... Kaori got married with Reeves. Ang laking gulo non sa mundo. Shooked silang lahat. She was married with Heegan then annulled tapos biglang kasal sa kapatid nito. They had a daughter named Solenn. Reeves didn't know about us. Kaori made a promise she'd never tell anyone and also Achelous.

"Papa, Uncle Kelly's here!" Keegan said. Mas malapit kasi sila sa pinto nasa sala kasi sila. Nandito kasi kami ni Mallory in short Molly sa kusina. Pinapakain ko nang chicken. We haven't seen each other since we came home. Ngayon niya palang makikita si Molly sa personal lagi kasing via face time.

"Hello mga bebo... May pasalubong ako." Then he went to the kitchen. Akala ko didiretso sa akin yun pala sa katabi ko bigla niya ba naman ginulat.

"Tata!" Tumatawang sabi nang bunso ko sakaniya. Molly was never a cry baby. Kung kani-kanino nag papabuhat. She likes everyone. She's always smiling and laughing. She's my sunshine while her siblings is my sun. They're my everything.

"You are sooo cute! I missed you! Finally nakita ko na ang Mallory ko!" He said while hugging her and kissing her cheeks. Tumatawa lang yung bunso ko.

"Sorry now lang naging free. Pero madami ako pasalubong. Bigay mo nalang sa akin itong si Mallory, bes. Ganda e, hmmm parang pinakyaw lahat nung Dmitri a. Partida hindi niya pa alam-" Pinalo ko nga nang mahina yung bibig kasi alam kong rinig nung kambal sa sala.

"Pasmado nang bibig mo no. Kumain ka na nga lang. Kape gusto mo? Kamusta kayo ng jowa mo? Buti nakatagal sa ugali mo." Nakangisi kong sabi hawak niya parin kasi yung bunso ko. Sumubo ako ng french toast sabay abot sakaniya nung kape na tinimpla ko.

Ngumisi siya sa akin,"Aba syempre magaling ako--"

"Papa what's magaling?" Molly innocently asks. Nanlaki pa mata ko. Kinuha ko siya kay Kelly.

"You go with Kuya Heegan muna anak ha." Nung nakaalis na siya tska ko kinurot sa tagiliran. Napaigik pa siya.

"Saya ka? Kaloka ito. Sana umayos ka diba. 3 yung bata dito tapos 31 na tayo."

Uminom muna siya nang kape tsaka seryosong tumingin sa akin. Pabulong siya nag salita, "Wala ka ba balak sabihin? 11 years mo ng tinatago yung mga bata kahit buhay naman si Papi. Mayaman naman siya and single ready to mingle! Kakaopen nga lang ulit nung bagong restaurant nila e. Ano aakuin mo nalang lahat mag-isa? Tatlo yan o tapos habang siya nagpapayaman?" Alam ko naman na may point siya. But telling him was entering his world and his world is far different from mine. He lives in a world where money is always priority. It would never be peaceful and I don't want that for my kids. Hindi ko nga alam ano ba ang tama kung gawin? Ano ba ang dapat para sa mga anak ko? Selfish na ba ako? Aminin ko man o hindi I took 11 years from Heegan.

  "What do I do then? What do I have to do para maging sapat ako sa mga anak ko?"

As soon as I started my job sa bar/club ni Carlisle. Lagi akong nalalate umuuwi dahil laging gabi gusto minsan ng mga investor ng meetings. Carlisle... He's still a friend who sometimes jokes me he still likes me but I know jokes are half meant truth so. I feel so sorry for him liking someone like me. An omega who's stupidly in love with one person his entire life and got 3 kids with him.

"So you'll bring the kids tomorrow dun sa bagong tayo na mall?" Carl asked me. I decided to have wine before going home para pagdating tulog ako agad. Molly sleeps with Mom at night then I will take hee pag kadating ko para tabi kami. Molly often wakes up at night looking for me kaya ganun.

I smiled at him at tumango umupo siya sa stool na katabi ko and ordered jack and rum. I wanna smoke though pero maaamoy kasi ako ng mga bata lalo na si Morri, she's way to sensitive sa smell. "Yes... Been so long since nakapasyal sila kasama ako. It was always Kelly or my Mom. I owe it to them." I saw how his eyes sparkle. He had this almond eyes which always look captivating. If I had notice him first maybe-- just maybe siya siguro ang ama ng mga anak ko ngayon.

"You know... I saw you one day with your kids." Panimula niya na nakapagpatigil sa akin. Sa tagal nang pagkakakilala namin, I never once let him see them. Maybe takot din ako. But now I feel like it's okay or something. Pagod na rin kasi ako. I was splaying with my drinks. Waiting for his next words.

He was weighing his words though. "And I see their resemblance with this one person because he's the only one who had this eye color. You know who I was talking about right? That's why you didn't want me meeting them?" Wala na akong ibang masagot pa kaya tumango na lang ako.

"How old? Achelous is 8 years old now though..."

I cleared my throat. It was my first time talking about them to others beside Kelly, My Mom and Kaori. "The twins were 11 and the youngest is 3." I know... Kaori were still basically married when Molly was made so.

"They're... they're older than Achelous." Sabi niya. Pakiramdam ko his head were swirling from ideas and conclusions na hindi niya alam kung sasabihin niya ba sa akin o hindi. I glance at him and he was in his deep thinking tapos umiiling pa siya.

"Okay..." He said after a while. Hindi pa din naman ako handang I kwento sakaniya talaga. It's up to him what to think.

I held his hand. I feel so... I don't know I keep on hurting him even when I don't mean too. Really but I know I couldn't force him to stop liking me. "I'm sorry but know that you know you can visit sometimes. I'm sure they'd love too. Lagi kang nagpapabigay ng regalo sakanila maybe it's time they meet their santa." Nanlalaki pa mata niya na di makapaniwala sa sinabi ko. Parang gusto niya tumalon akala mo naman kung nanalo sa lotto.

"Really? I can?" Pang aassure niya nung tumango ako bigla niya ako niyakap pero saglit lang nagulat pa ako. Natawa nalang din ako.

"You can go sa birthday nila. Malapit naman na this week na din." Bigla ako kinabahan. They're turning 12 though tapos malapit na din birthday ng bunso ko she's turning 4 and she'd start asking questions soon. I have to really think what to do and what I have ro do to make them happy. Hindi pwedeng pagiging makasarili ko lang. But what if he took them from me? Mayaman siya he could easily do that and if he really did I would die if I loose my kids.