Wait! Lane! Nanlaki mata ko nang may maalala bigla bakit ko ba hinahayaanito? "Teka... teka, Heegan. My friend, saan siya--"
He pulled me into a hug and I felt him sniffing my neck. "He's fine, he's in our hotel, so focus on me please. I missed you... Come back please... Marry me..."
I just let him do it, I feel his warmth and smelled his scent. I sighed. "Paulit ulit tayo sa ganito, Heegan. Why are you even here again? What about Mallory?"
Kumalas siya sa pagkakayakap niya mula sa akin and held my left hand. "I want to ask you to eat dinner with Molly but you weren't answering your phone si we just ate then I took him home before coming here. Why were you with that guy again?"
"Uh. because I can and whatever I do isn't your business, Heegan."
He stare at me then at my lips tapos umiwas ako ng tingin. "Hinahanap niya si Kelly." Pag amin ko rin sakaniya. Umupo na ako sa sofa tapos sumunod siya para tumabi sa akin. Wow close tayo? I saw him took off his tie.
''I could help find Kelly.''
I shook my head. ''No... Hayaan mo sila, Kelly won't like it. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit siya nag tatago they won't even tell me what really happen.'' Nagulat ako nung humiga siya sa lap ko. What? Feeling teenager.
''Let me sleep for 5 minutes...''
''W-What about our--''
He closed his eyes, ''They'll be fine. Your mom is there, also Keegan and maids. I just... I wanna be with you, Rhythm...'' Nanahimik na lang ako, napatitig ako sakaniya kasi syet ang gwapo niya tapos ang haba pa nang pilik mata niya parang ang sarap bunutin isa-isa. Hindi ko na napigilan sarili kong hawakan yung buhok niya. He's still all of the things that I want and love. Alam ko naman na sobrang mahal ko si Heegan. Since the day I first saw him. It never fade even when I was hurting.
Nagulat ako nung hinawakan niya yung kamay ko na nakahaplos sa buhok niya at nilapit ito sa labi niya para halikan then he opened his eyes to look at me. Napatitig na lang din ako sakaniya.
"Did... did you read my letters Lane?"
I shook my head. Oo takot akong magbasa ng sulat niya kasi ayokong maging marupok agad. Kasi may mga plano pa ako e dahil alam ko isang sabi lang ni Heegan babalik ako agad sakaniya. Like he said he is my endgame. He will always be the love of my life. Always...
"I'm scared, Heegan." Pag amin ko sakaniya because he was just staring at me while still holding my hand. Nakahiga parin siya sa lap ko.
I closed my eyes kasi naiiyak ako. "Scared that you would hurt me again because that's what you do e, that's what you always do. Sadya mo man o hindi sadya." I feel like there's a lump in my throat and my heart's thumping so loud na para bang gusto niyang magwala sa mga sinasabi ko. My heart still wants him. It will always want him.
He hugged my waist. "I know love. I know and I know that apologies doesn't ease the pain I put you through. So it's fine if you hate me, if you loathe me and if you're scared... It's fine if you just stay where you are, ako na lang. Ako na lang ang gagawa lahat. The begging, the loving you, the chasing or following you like a lost puppy. I will do it all, Rythm. You just need to be there... You are my home, Rythm Lane not because you bore my kids and definitely not because I am guilty. I'm not just in love with you there's no way those word can justify what I feel for you..." Nakatago mukha niya kaya di ko makita reaksyon niya. But I can feel him breathing fast. Hinayaan ko lang siya habang hinihintay yung susunod na mga sasabihin niya.
"I know you d-dont..." His voice croaked. I think he is crying! Svern Heegan, crying?! What?! I pulled his shoulder pero makapit siya sa bewang ko.
"I know you don't believe me, that is why I will make up for every fucking thing I did and didn't do for you even if it takes forever. Just stay here with me, where I can see and feel you... Iyon lang yung hinihiling ko sa'yo..."
"You know I love you, Heegan. I love you so much..."
That night we slept in the same bed, we kissed then we just slept. Nakayakap siya sa bewang ko. That was the first time I slept soundly pati siya. I feel so safe and comfortable in his hug feeling his warmth and pheromones. I just found myself sobbing before going to sleep and I felt him stiffen his hold on my waist. I thought he was sleeping kaya agad kong pinunasan luha ko.
"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Worried niyang tanong sa akin. I can feel his breath on my neck.
I shook my head. "I... I'm just happy. I love you, Heegan. You know that. I love you so much..." Pag amin ko tsaka napaiyak nanaman ako. Ikaw ba naman sa tinagal tagal ng panahon na hiniling ko siya tapos ngayon eto siya sa tabi ko nakayakap sa akin nang hindi kami nagsesex. Kasi first time ito e, yung magkatabi lang kami. He kissed my head.
"I'm here now... I will be here for you from now on. Don't cry now..." Bulong niya sa akin after minutes of sobbing I just fell asleep with his warmth.
Nagising na lang ako na may humalik sa labi ko. "I'm going to work, I will see you later." Nakangiting anas niya. Naka suit na siya at nakaayos na
Jusko pogi. Napatingin ako sa oras 8:30 na pala.
"Why didn't you wake me up, kumain ka na ba?" Tatayo sana ako nung pinigilan niya ako.
"It's fine, you sleep pa. I love you." Napapikit ako nung hinalikan niya ako akala simpleng kiss lang. Hinawakan niya ako sa braso tapos I felt his tongue invading my mouth. I moan while we were kissing. He only stopped when we were almost gasping for air.
"Heegan naman! You have work! Tsaka I just woke up ano ka ba!" Nahihiya kong wika ko sakaniya. Then he chuckled bago lumayo sa akin.
"Damn... I miss your mouth and--" Tinakpan ko yung bibig niya. I felt heat crept up my face.
"O-oo na, mamaya na lang." He smirked at my remarks. Nabubulol dapat. He got his phone and dialled someone.
"Yeah, it's me... I'm afraid I can't come to the company, Tere. Just send me all the important matters and just schedule all my appointments tomorrow." Nanlalaki mata ko sa sinabi niya when he ended the call. Nakita kong hinubad niya na yung coat niya tapos inaalis niya na yung necktie niya.
I wiped my invisible sweat. "W-what?! D-diba may work ka?" Nagtataka kong tanong may work siya! Never siyang nag absent bukod kapag may emergencies sa mga bata!
He just ripped his polo! That's an expensive one! Napanganga ako!
"I need to be inside you, love. Now..." He growled at me. Oh God! Here we go again!
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After taste (BxB) (OMEGAVERSE) (BOYSLOVE) MPREG
RomanceSame old, same old plot but then again here we go. Rhythm Lane is an athlete, a famous swimmer and an omega which saying a lot 'cause in this world people thinks omega is weak. He already has planned everything-- not until that one night when he fe...
