One Of Kind -DBooker

Song in the making plus drama

Selena's Pov 

After celebrating Devin's birthday back at home and both of us enjoying our time together which was much needed. I felt something inside of me begin to feel inspired again and knew that it was time for me take out my songbook and get back to writing. I decided to take this time that Devin was with naveah and would be with her for hours if she didnt need me. I took my book and went outside sitting down in the backyard where I could find peace and silence. Throughout the entire time that I was sitting outside a whim of emotions rushed my thoughts as I began writing words and phrases that I wanted to turn into lyrics. I knew that I would be happy and content when I would come up with the entire song completely. I was finding myself getting emotional due to all of the memories that were flashing back from the start of being with Devin to now having Naveah with us. I was worshipping them and thanking the man up above me for blessing me with two amazing human beings that I needed and only he knew that I needed them.

I might have to worship I might have to sing your praise I might have to go to church every single night and day.. I noticed that haven was enjoying me sing some parts, because he was making his presences known as he was putting his head on my lap. He was my muse when I ws going through my breakup with Devin I took him from devin and that's kept me sane haven was our first child if you think about it we got him when devin had just moved to phoneix and we watched him grow up. Now that we have naveah we realized that they will be the best of friends together because that's how I was growing up. They amount of love they both share for each other is insane. They are obsessed with each other when haven hears her cry he barks to get our attention and runs to her and lays next to her to distract her from crying until we show up. They are my purpose my muse my reason for being the mama and encouraging me to get back to writing my little family. The one that I always dreamt of now I have. I could not believe how powerful this song writing session had been for me, I knew that I needed to call my producer and have him set up a time that I could fly down to the studio because I wanted to hear this beat and melody as I sang the intro to the song.

Devin's Povs

This morning when we woke up we decided that Selena would have the morning to herself so she can get back into writing that she needed time to slowly get back into it. She needed that time alone and who wouldn't want to spend time with their daughter alone, when she gets to spend all day and night with her mama. I was playing with naveah in her room and we decided to look out the window to see if we can spot haven to call him inside the room when I looked down I saw sel sitting on the floor table outdoor patio with haven on her lap she when she looked up I could see her cleaning out her eyes meaning she was crying or the writing session had become too emotional for her liking. I knew that it was a very powerful and important song that she was about to let out. She went in hiding almost her entire pregnancy with naveha because she didnt want the stress from the world to stress her out and cause her pregnancy damage. She knew that keeping our daughter in the hiding from the world would be the right thing to do. I was not sure about it at first because I wanted to be able to post her baby bumps but it made perfect sense on why she wanted to keep this in the hiding. I was all for supporting her and I was taken out of my thoughts when naveah wanted my attention and screamed for me to come get her it was time for her to get fed. I picked her up and said "shall we go see if mama wants to feed you or if we have to heat up a bottle" she gave me her toothless smile and we walked outside towards mama. Sel noticed haven get up and move to us making her turn around and laying eyes on me and her daughter. I was enjoying the moment of our daughter squealing just at the sight of her mama. From the minute that our eyes connect I knew that she had been crying throughout her writing session I didn't want to ask her but I also knew that if I didnt ask her how it went she would probably think Ididnt want her to go back into the studio soon. She took babygirl into her arms looking at me and asking me "is it time for her to eat" I smiled and said "yeah mama she was screaming for me to get her and bring her down" she laughed and brought the blanket across her shoulder laying down babygirl across from her so she can feed her. I looked at her and sat down next to her pulling her into my shoulder asking her "how was your writing session mama" she sighed and pushed her notebook towards me to read the lyrics that she had came up. I took the book into my hands and began reading what she had written, when I tell you that it takes a lot for me to get emotional over something I mean it. I was taken out of my thoughts when I noticed myself cleaning my eyes because tears were on the verge of falling my eyes. She looked at me and said "the song was inspired from you , haven and naveah everything that we have gone through together devin" I smiled at her and pulled her into my chest looking into the blanket and seeing babygirl looking up at both of us with her big eyes and smiling at us "we worship the grounds you walk on mama" she looked at me smiled and kissed me. She needed my support and love today because the amount of efforts that she put into this song is insane. "What's the next move mama" she smiled and said "sending it over to Paul and seeing if he can make time for me to come to the studio or if he can fly out here so we can get to recording it
" I knew that this would mean that she would have to fly out soon to go back and record her songs, I just didnt know how soon it would be taking place. I was not sure how I felt about her traveling with naveah to LA without me let alone with the season starting back and us doing good I wanted her to be at every hoe game as well. I knew that If I brought this up right now we would get into a conversation that her nor I were ready to talk about because she had had an emotional day and was not ready to handle this converasation. I hugged her and said "whatever you need from em I will make it happen" she smiled and said "devin I wanted to ask Paul if he had any buddies or studios out here that he can work from or I can work on from here and then send it to him to work his magic I dont want to travel back and forth with navaeah when she is still getting used to living out here" I smiled and said "I will ask my agent as well babyirl maybe its time we look for a house where we can make you your own studio and have Paul teach me all about it so I can record you " she let out a laugh and said "good luck having to learn all of that we dont need a new house we can look into one when the season ends doing that right now will mean more stress on me with the amount of days you are gone already" I looked at her and said "you are right babygirl we will wait for the season to finish" i peaked into the blanket and noticed that babygril was asleep Selena looked at me and said "daddy tired her all out she will probably be out for an hour"