"Jealousy, Jealousy's one hell of a drug
I couldn't see, You was my queen I couldn't love
I'm jealous of the street that you walk on, Leaves in the Autumn
Breeze runnin' through your hair"
The lyrics came out of my speaker as I was trying to exercise in my room, that's when I realized how out of shape I was, I was trying to get my anger out something productive, so I struggled for a while doing weightlifting.
And well it turned out horribly bad
I couldn't even lift a 6-pound dumbbell and I looked ridiculous
"Jealousy, oh
Hell of a drug, hell of a drug, hell of a drug"
Suddenly my dad walked inside my room and frowned at me in confusion
Dad: Yn?
I felt embarrassed by the fact that I was exercising silently in my room.
Yn: Uh- Yes dad?
He smiled confused
Dad: What are you doing?
He said laughing a little
Yn: I'm exercising?
Dad: But you hate exercise!
Yn: Well yeah I changed my mind
Dad: Since when?
Since my insecurities bloomed like yeast
Yn: I just felt like doing it, that's all!
Dad: ...are you okay?
Yn: Yeah! I'm fine! I'm happy and glad to be alive! Why?
Dad: ...You don't look happy to me honey
Yn: ...I guess I just want to get in shape
Dad: Oh honey! Why?
Yn: ...
I sighed and looked at him, he sat down in my bed and patted the space next to him, I sat down and he looked at me concerned
Dad: What's wrong? You've been acting really weird lately
Yn: ...
Dad: You can tell me
Yn: I envy this girl...
My dad stayed silent for a while
Dad: Envy...
He said thinking
Yn: Yeah, she's like... Dua lipa and Taylor Swift combined
He laughed
Dad: Do you envy her? or are you jealous?
Yn: ...Jealous
Dad: I'm guessing she's taking the boy you like?
When my dad said that I was embarrassed by how silly it sounded, but he was right
Yn: Sort of?
Dad: But you don't need to change because of that!
Yn: I'm just scared I might get replaced...
Dad: Which boy are we talking about?
Yn: I'll tell you but, don't freak out
Dad: I won't
Yn: ...Albert?
Dad: HEAVEN HEARD MY PRAYERS AAAAAAH
He fangirled and I laughed
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BULLY (AlbertxReader)
Fanfiction💙💫 Yn is an intelligent girl who must deal with bullying during her last year of school along with her group of best friends... One day out of nowhere she starts receiving letters from a secret admirer and must face this and more situations to bre...