|Faceless| ~(Ranboo x OC)~

~|Chapter 64|~ Confrontations

an: lol 64 like a stack in mc i'm so funny anyways enjoy the chapter

"Jaxon." I said sternly, entering my room where the boy in question had been the last few hours

It was time to talk.

Whether I wanted to or not, he was obviously not going to start any form of communication anytime soon. As much as I was still aggravated with him, I couldn't handle not having my favorite person even talk to me anymore.

Do I have any idea of what I'm gonna say? Not at all

It's gonna be difficult. That I know. Jaxon is stubborn, and so am I. It'll be pretty hard to go up to the love of your life and go "Hey bestie we haven't had a stable conversation in two weeks, which is not something I think people who are supposed to be in love with each other do haha"

But there's no turning back now.

Or maybe there is.

It really felt like there was now that I'd seen what he was doing in my room.

"You're..packing?" I ask, taking off guard

"Yeah? Clay is back, I can leave. I'm no longer needed" He answers, barely even glancing up at me

"What do you mean? I'll always need you" I try to reassure him

He pauses "Are you serious? After all of this time of us fighting you still want me fucking babying you??"

"What? No! Fuck, that's not what I mean, Jaxon. I don't want us fighting anymore" 

"Yeah, great. Say that the day before I leave to go back home why don't ya" He goes back to packing

"Tomorrow?? We're you even gonna tell me you were leaving so soon?" I question more

"I'd leave a note or something, you'd be fine"

I pause

"Jaxon, what the fuck" Is all I can say

He glares at me and crosses his arms, daringly urging me to go on

"I'm your partner. We're supposed to love each other. And you weren't even gonna tell me goodbye? No kiss, no hug, no words of reassurance, nothing? Just a silent leave?"

He chews on the inside of his cheek

"We're supposed to love each other. I haven't been feeling very loved lately" He responds

We stand for a minute. Just staring at each other from across the room.

"Please don't leave" I whisper out, on the verge of tears already

"Too late, the plane is already booked" No hint of sympathy could be found in his voice

"No, no, not like that. Just- just please don't break up with me, Jaxon" 

I sounded desperate.

But at this point, that's exactly what I was.

His glare faltered slightly

"Listen, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I put so much stress and pressure on you. That I surrounded you with depression. That I dragged you into all of this mess and made you take care of me. I'm so sorry. I'll say it a million times, I'll do fucking anything for you to forgive me. But Jaxon, I can't loose you. I don't know what I'd do, I'm begging you please don't leave" I plead from the bottom of my heart

I wrap my arms around myself in an attempt to feel some sort of comfort. I try not to fall to the floor as my knees go weak from the shock of so much sudden emotion. I'd been keeping this in for days. I let my eyes close as my tears fall down my face rapidly.