Blindly In Love ✔

PART- 43

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Continued from last part....

Sana- Mujhe pata hai Sidharth.. Tu mujhse bohot pyaar karta hai abhi bhi.. Aur.. aur tune mujhe maf bhi kar dia hai.. which I don't deserve... Tu itna accha kyu hai bebu... Maine itna kuch kia phir bhi tu abhi bhi mere saath hai.. But sach toh yeh hai Sidharth.. Main tujhe deserve nahi karti kisi bhi way me.. Yeh mujhe samajh aa gaya hai... Main bohot buri hu... bohot buri... Iss liye maine decide kia hai... Bohot zald main tujhse bohot dur chali jaungi... bohot dur... thought in mind feeling guilty and she closed her eyes to sleep when tears rolled down from her eyes

Next moment she felt him spooning her from her back.. and he snuggled into her neck inhaling her sweet scent sending chills down her spine and making her breath high feeling his hot breath on her neck...

Sid- Sleep baby girl.... said in husky voice near her ear plating a soft lingering kiss on her neck making her smile having tears in her eyes

Sana- I'm mad... Gadhi hu main... Jo apne guilt me gadhi ki tarah soch rahi thi that I don't deserve him or his love.. and I will go away from him... But the truth is I can't live without him.. I can't... I need him... badly.... thinking this she quickly changed her side and hide her face into his chest and hugged him tightly and sob softly making him worried...

Sid- Baby, what happened...? asked moving away from her a little to see her beautiful face which had turned red due to cry and he quickly wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes

Sana- Mujhe nahi jana tujhe chod ke... said sobbing holding him tightly making him confused

Sid- Kon..? kis ko chod raha hai...? Koie kisi ko nahi chod raha hai.. thik hai... Abhi tum smile karogi please.... said softly caresing her face and whipping the tears which flowing constantly from her eyes

Sana- I love you Sidharth... Mujhe nahi jana kahi... said sobbing and taking hiccups while hugging him tightly

Sid- Shehnaaz please stop crying baccha... and look at me (made her look into his eyes)...  I did it because I wanted to end our past forever and start afresh understand... I have already forgiven you long time ago.... Aur agar mujhe tumhe chodna hota then I would have done that 6 months ago... Jab mujhe pura sach pata chala tha.... Haan.. bohot dard hua tha... sach jaan ke... Jhoot nahi bolunga... Socha tha tumse bohot dur chala jaun... Nafrat karne ka bhi maan kar raha tha tumhe jo tumne kia hai uske baad (She sob softly)... But nahi hua baby.... nahi kar paya tumse nafrat... Kyu ki tumhara mere liye yeh beintehaa pyaar hi mujhe rok deta tha hamesha aur mujhe majbur kar deta tha tumhare diya hua dhoke ko bhulne ke liye... Aur main bhul bhi gaya hu...

Sana- Sidhaaarthhh...

Sid- Shhh...!! Let me say baba (said keeping a figure on her lips making her shut)... But kabhi kabhi doubt hota tha jab tum uss kutte ko saza nahi dene dete the mujhe... Lagta tha tum shayed abhi bhi usse (he frowned and she nodded negatively).. But jab tumne uss din us kutte ko bataya ki tum mujhe kitna pyaar karti ho... Main kitna important hu tumhare liye... Toh mere sare doubts clear hogaye the.. Ki tum sirf meri ho... Sirf meri... Sach toh yeh hai Shehnaaz jitna pagalpan wala pyaar tumne mujhe kia hai woh mujhe kabhi nahi mila kisi se... and I didn't wanted to loose it for any reason and I don't want jo mera hai woh kisi aur ko mile... Wahi tumhara pyaar aur pagalpan jo mere liye hai woh tum woh kisi aur ko do (she nodded negatively listening this)... I wanted to keep your love to myself forever.. Selfish just like you... you know (chuckled softly making her smile having tears in her eyes)... Tumhare pyaar pe sirf mera haq hai... Hai naa baby girl..? Sirf tumhare Mr. Future ka haq hai.. Hai naa...? asked in broken voice cupping her face looking deep into her eyes