Dead Last {Nagisa x Reader Pt.2}

||Chapter 30!!||

||Y/n's P.o.v||

At first, I couldn't look away. Honestly, I couldn't believe it...He basically did the same thing I did by kissing another girl, but still it hurt, it hurt so bad. I covered my eyes when it became a 5 hit kiss, but I knew it kept going. I felt my hands shake as I pressed my hands against my eyelids, trying to erase what I had just seen. The people around me all had an array of different reactions. Some were surprised, others were flustered, I'm sure there were even some people who couldn't help but  snicker. I knew I had done the same thing, so I tried to let it upset me, but it did. I couldn't help but feel as if I had jinxed myself and everything I had done to get as close to Nagisa up until this point because I didn't push Karma away like I should have. 'Why didn't I stop him??'

I felt my nose start to runs and tears fall out my eyes, but luckily my hands covered that all up. What they didn't cover up was how bad I as shaking because I was crying so much. I knew I shouldn't be upset over a boy who I wasn't even dating, but that was it...It was the end, the end of me....the end of us... 'So this is what it feels like to watch the love of your life go after someone else...Karma was right, Nagisa doesn't like me...I'm officially in last place...This sucks...' I thought.

"Full Marks! Nagisa!!" I heard Koro Sensei said, "They'll come out now!"

I knew better than to make this whole thing about me, so as discreetly as I could I sucked back in my snot and wiped my eyes while still covering my face.

When I finally managed to summon enough courage to peel my hands off my face, Kayano's tentacles were removed. My classmates quickly rushed over to her, and after wiping my eyes once more I joined them as well. Everyone went into the distinguished ring of fire and circled around Kayano who was laying on the ground with her head on Nagisa's lap. I tried not to show that I was upset.

"Does this mean Kayano is all right now?" Kurahashi asked.

"Yes...Probably. She'll need absolute rest for a while though." Koro Sensei answered her.

I saw Nagisa let out a sigh of relief, which brought the faintest smile on my lips.

"Hey, Prince Charmin! Shutting her down with a kiss, eh? Nice!!" Nakamura congratulated Nagisa slyly.

Nagisa blushed and my smile faded because of it. "I thought it was a good way to make her forget her bloodlust." Nagisa tried to explain. I couldn't help but stare at him intently, I wanted to say something to him. I wanted to congratulate him on kissing such a pretty girl, but I couldn't bring myself to actually walk over to him from the back of the crowd. "I'll apologize to her later..." I heard him trail off. He then looked around, probably searching for me, to see how I was reacting, but I didn't want him to, so I hid behind Terasaka who was a few inches in front of me. My dug my bit up finger nails into my palms and stared down at the ground, telling myself not to cry when I had no business doing so. 'Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry!! You don't deserve to cry after what you did to him!!' I reminded myself.

"Now you get it, don't you?" Karma asked, coming out of no where.

I jumped a bit, as before he had been closer to the front and now he was back here with me. "K--" He put his arm around my shoulder, something had gotten accustomed to over this school year.

"What are you doing...?" I asked.

I looked away from him. Just looking at Karma was enough to make me want to break down and cry. Afterall, he was part of the reason I was in this situation.

"You saw him right? You saw Nagisa kiss another girl?" He asked me seriously.

I felt tears line my eyes. I didn't know what he was getting at, but I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry. "No..." I lied.

"Then, look." He said, shoving his phone in my face.

I shut my eyes quickly and looked away. "No, stop it!!" I said trying to push his hand away from me, but he didn't budge. "I don't want to see it!"

"N/n-chan, you have too! You have to see that you were wrong, otherwise!!—" Karma paused and let out a sigh, "Otherwise, you'll never move on..." He said softly.

I hicked, and a few teachers forced their way out my tightly shut eyes. Now he had done it, I had started to cry. Karma grabbed my chin and gently pulled it towards him, "Y/n...Open your eyes and look..." He urged me. Although I didn't want to, slowly I did open my eyes. And through my blurry vision I could see as clear as day that Nagisa was kissing a girl. A girl with long green hair, and pretty yellow eyes. He was kissing another girl, a girl that wasn't me.

"N/n-chan...Nagisa isn't yours anymore—if he ever was to begin with..." he told me.

I covered my mouth with my hand and cried harder, "I know!" I finally admitted. I lunged at Karma and hugged him tightly and he hugged me back as I cried into his blazer.

"It's okay, N/n-chan..."

I did, and honestly, it felt good.

This moment was short lived because the entire class gasp. "Koro Sensei!!" I heard my classmates shout. I gasped as well and quickly pulled away to see what had happened. I had let Karma and my feelings towards Nagisa distract me from injured Koro Sensei!! Without thinking much about it, I grabbed Karma's hand and pulled him to where Koro Sensei was.

"I'm fine. It'll just take a while for my heart to recover..." He told us weakly, "I'm sure there's something you'd like to hear me say, but please, wait a little longer."

I wanted to tell Koro Sensei to take all the time he needed, but I wasn't able to because some had tried to shoot him in the head. Koro Sensei dodged it and we all looked up towards the nearby hill to see who had tried to shoot him. At the top of the hill was a familiar character who wore all white, Shiro...There was also another guy with him too, and they were both looking extremely menacing...

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