Peaky Blinders Imagines✔️

Isaiah- Cheating

I sigh while lying on Isaiah's chest, his hand moving up and down my arm
"I have to go" I sadly say
"I wish you could stay here" he sighs also sad
"So do I"
"Why can't you just leave him?" Isaiah is referring to my husband, Alexander
"How many people do you know that have left their husbands and divorced?" once again Isaiah sighs "exactly"
"We can't keep doing this YN" I sit up looking at Isaiah with a frown while holding up the bedsheets
"What? you were the one who suggested this"
"I know, it's just.. I want to be able to hold you and kiss you in public. Hiding us is so hard" Isaiah and I have to keep our relationship a secret, but the Blinders know all thanks to Polly walking in on us one day
"I know it is. I'd like to do that as well, but my husband..."
"The husband who doesn't treat you right"
"Is that's not fair. He just works a lot"
"Hmm if that's what it's called. YN you and I both know he doesn't love you. You married because your parents wanted you to for some reason. You've been married for 4 years and you haven't had a child yet. Why is that?"
"Thats no ones business" I get out of Isaiah's bed wrapped up and grab my clothes off the floor and go into his bathroom.
I come out fully clothed and now he is also fully dressed
"YN I didn't mean to upset you, but normally when you marry you have a child almost immediately. Talk to me YN" Isaiah takes my hands in his. I sigh and close my eyes bracing myself for this. I open my eyes back up and look at Isaiah
"When we first got married I fell pregnant. He didn't want the baby so made me have an abortion, but instead of taking me somewhere legit he took me to a back ally. Things went wrong, we thought it would be ok, but.. 2 years ago he decided we should have a baby so we tried and tried but nothing. The night I met you we had an argument how it's apparently all my fault. Since that day we haven't slept together. He no longer sleeps in our bed and I know he's sleeping around, but what am I supposed to do?"
"I'm so sorry. You deserve so much more than him. Neither of you are happy. I know it's not a normal thing to divorce your husband, but..." before Isaiah can finish his sentence the door at the front of the house opens
"YN?" I hear Tommy's voice "YN I know your here" I frown looking at Isaiah. Tommy's footsteps seem to get louder and louder until the bedroom door bursts open and Tommy is stood with his eyes closed "are you decent?"
"Yeah what's going on Tommy?" I frown as Tommy opens his eyes
"It's Alexander. He's in hospital"
"What?is he ok?" I ask
"It's not looking good. Come on I'll drive ya to the hospital"

When arriving Alexander is lying in the bed asleep
"What happened?" I ask the doctor
"He was stabbed last night, unfortunately it was already infected by the time he go here. You might need to prepare for the worst. I'm very sorry" I sit down next to the bed and take Alexander's hand in mine "I'll leave you alone for a bit"

"How are you love?" Polly asks me handing me a cup of tea
"I don't know. I'm sad of course, but I also feel.. free"
"The funeral will be next week YN" Tommy walks in the door of my house with his brothers and cousin behind him
"Also found out he left the Garrison with another woman. She was the one who stabbed him, did it for money. We dealt with it" John sits down
"Speaking of money. Alexander has left you everything" Arthur says getting himself a drink
"Thanks I guess"
"Think about it this way, now you and Isaiah don't have to sneak about" I glare at Finn
"My husband just died. I don't think the best thing would be to announce that I have a new partner" Finn shrugs his shoulders and walks off
"Things will be alright" Isaiah kisses the top of my head while I continue to drink my tea.
Maybe I can finally be happy.