Let Me Love You (Chaos Series #2) [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 10

No'ng nakaraang araw, before I got home. Zach and I talked about him going back in Canada. He said that he's just staying there for three days to see if everything is fine so I decided to go with him in the airport.

Sinuggest ko dito na sasamahan ko ito at ihahatid papunta sa airport to make sure that he'll be safe, besides his flight is six in the afternoon so i can go with him at the airport para ihatid ito dahil 6pm ang labasan ko.

At first, he refused my suggestion na ihatid ito sa airport and he said that he can handle himself naman and he can drive to airport alone, at sinabi rin nito na mag pahinga na lang ako pag galing ko sa school than to come with him at the airport pero dahil makulit ako ay pinilit ko itong ihatid kaya in the end, ako ang nanalo. Pumayag ito sa gusto ko.

I smiled. May maganda rin pa lang dulot ang kakulitan ko hehe.

Before I went home the other day, I decided to go with Zach in his company and make a bonding with him in the whole saturday and sunday to feel him beside me before he left me.

Sa loob ng dalawang araw ay wala akong ginawa kundi sumama kay Zach para sulitin ang natitirang mga araw na mag kasama kaming dalawa bago ito umalis.

And yesterday is sunday. Our last chance to have each other kaya wala kaming ginawa kundi manood ng kung ano anong movie sa condo nito, and before we go in bed he sang my favorite song in front of me until I fell asleep. Sinamahan din ako nito sa pag tulog kagabi.

I smiled. Kahapon na lang ulit na ulit na kinantahan ako nito with his guitar. The last time he sang a song for me is when we're in Canada pa lang kaya kahit ang boses nito ay miss ko.

I want to disagree with his decision last night but I chose to be quiet na lang kasi kahit anong gawin ko ay wala na akong magagawa ka pag sya ang nag desisyon.

I smiled bitterly. Oh God, I will miss that man. His voice, his presence beside me, his little own way of protecting me. All. I will gonna miss all about him. Damn! Parang hindi ko ata makakaya na mabuhay mag Isa ng wala sya kahit three days lang naman na mapapahiwalay ito saakin!

It's just three fucking days without him by my side, but for me? It's like it's too much. Feeling ko ay matagal s'yang mahihiwalay saakin kahit tatlong araw lang naman.

I sighed. I don't want to get away from him but what can I do? Wala akong magagawa para pigilan sya. Kung pwede nga lang na hadlangan ko sya sa desisyon nya at pag bawalan na umalis ay gagawin ko, huwag lang s'yang mapahiwalay saakin.

That man is my life na! He's like a water and air that I can't leave without those two.

I sighed again before I looked at the man beside me. "Zach?" I called him.

Abala ito sa pag mamaneho sa kotse papuntang airport. Today is the day that he'll go back in Canada without me.

Ngayon na ang araw na mawawala sya sa tabi ko.

Sinabi nito kanina bago ako sunduin pauwi na nakalagay na ang mga gamit nito sa kotse para deretso na lang kami sa airport pag ka uwi ko so that's why he's here beside me, busy manuviering the car way at the airport.

He's really determine to continue his decision about going back in Canada, huh?

Wala na talaga akong magagawa.

I saw him turned his gazed at me before he looked at the road again. "Yes?" I heard him asked.

I looked at his one hand that busy brushing my thigh before I looked up to him. I smiled bitterly. "Nothing. Pasalubong ko, ah?" I jokingly said pero sa loob loob ko ay tutol talaga ako na umalis sya!

Kung pwede lang talaga.

I heard him chuckled a bit because of what I've said. "Sure, what do you want for pasalubong?" He asked me.