Let Me Love You (Chaos Series #2) [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 17

Last night before me and Zach took our rest I received a text message from someone so I checked it immediately to see who is someone sent me a message that night, pero gano'n na lang ang pag kagulat na naramdaman ko ng makitang si Aly ang nag send ng message saakin at makita ang sinend nito.

Aly sent me her schedule when her flight back here at the Philippines. Sinabi nito saakin ang schedule nya kung kailan ang flight nito pauwi dito sa pilipinas at pag katapos ko iyong mabasa ay nag text ulit ito na mas lalo ko pang kinalaki ng mga mata ng makita doon na ngayon sya uuwi dito, and she asked me last night in the text message if I have a free time daw ngayon at kung pwede ko daw ba s'yang salubungin sa airport so, when I read that message I immediately talk to Zach last night para mag paalam kung pwede ko bang sunduin si Aly sa airport at gano'n na lang ang kasiyahan na nasa muka ko na halos hindi na mapinta ng agad itong pumayag sa gusto ko.

I smiled because of that. He really want to see me happy so that's why he let me to pick Aly up in the airport, huh? What a sweet man. Hindi ako nag kamali na sya ang minahal ko! I'm not wrong when I chose him. At alam kong hindi ako mag kakamali sa pag dating sa pag pili sakanya.

He have everything that I want when it comes to a man! He's my ideal, actually. Kahit na masungit ito minsan at may pag ka protective ay hindi nya parin ako pinag babawalan na kitain ang kaibigan ko, even if he knows what happened to my past with Aly... Even if he knows what happened before, still. He let me to see her kaya gano'n na lang ang pag kasaya ko nang payagan ako nito kagabi na salubungin si Aly sa airport dahil kahit gano'n ay hindi nya ako nilalayo sa kaibigan ko kahit na ex nito ang dahilan kung bakit muntikan nag kagulo ang lahat.

Anyways, Aly didn't do anything before, besides ako ang nakagawa ng ka immature-an at ako ang dahilan kung bakit muntikan kaming mag kagulo sa Canada no'n. Inaway ko 'yung ex nya no'ng nalaman kong nag cheat s'ya kay Aly at labas si Aly doon kaya bakit naman gagawin na ilalayo ako ni Zach pati kay Aly, right? He's not immature to do that! And I know he hate immature people! Hate na hate ni Zach ang mga immature na galawan at pag-iisip kaya minsan nag tataka ako, why he's still by my side and instead of leaving me he always choose to understand me even if I'm immature, sometimes?

Minsan nag tataka na talaga ako kung bakit hanggang ngayon ay nasa tabi ko parin si Zach at hinding-hindi nag sasawang I guide ako para I correct ang mga mistakes na nagagawa ko tuwing kikilos ako sa ka immature-an ko. He's always there kasi and willing to guide me just for me to learn my mistakes whenever my immaturity attacked me, pero hindi naman maiiwasan ang hindi makagawa ng ka immature-an sa buhay kahit na sabihin mo na you grew right and you're now mature kasi iyong ka immature-an ay parte rin ng buhay natin.

Minsan hindi natin namamalayan na nakakagawa nanaman tayo ng immature actions na hindi natin nalalaman but the good thing on that is. That immaturity will lead us to become a better person. That immaturity will be our guide in our life for us to learn, kaya kahit ang ibang taong mature na ay nakakagawa parin ng ka immature-an minsan but it's okay, because immaturity is just a part of our life. It's a part of growing process.

Kaya don't be afraid if you did something immature because you can fix it. You can still stand on it. You can still correct that immaturity actions of yours. You can still learn from it and correct it in a nice way because that's how life works. Hindi natin maiiwasan sa buhay ang makagawa ng ka immature-an so, always remember that we did immaturity not to drag us in the wrong way but to correct and teach us how to learn from it and how to stand from our mistake, and of course! To help us grow right. To help us to become a better person, everyday!

Immaturity will put us in the right place. Nasasayo na lang talaga kung paano ka matututo sa ka immature-an na nagawa mo at kung paano mo ihahandle iyon.

I smiled a bit because of what I am thinking right now. Now, I'm willing to face and to learn from my immaturity that I've done years ago. At alam ko ang purpose kung bakit naisipan ni Aly na tumakas sa Canada at dito pumunta sa Pilipinas para iparealize saakin na this is the right time to correct my mistake from my past and, of course! To forgive him and to forgive myself.