Let Me Love You (Chaos Series #2) [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 11

First Day. First Day of living without him. Yesterday, pag katapos ko s'yang ihatid sa airport ay ang mga bodyguards na ni Zach ang nag asikaso saakin. They sent me back in my Condo because they said that Zach commanded them to take a good care of me while he's not around with me.

Bago umalis si Zach ay inutos nya sa mga bodyguards nila na bantayan ako habang wala sya, so that's why yesterday they went with me in going back to my Condo. Sinamahan pa talaga nila akong umuwi to make sure that I'm safe when I went home to my condo.

So that's why pag gising ko kaninang umaga at pag pasok ko sa university ay may mga bodyguards akong kasama!

Napangiwi ako. Aanuhin ko 'yung mga bodyguards na inutusan n'yang mag bantay saakin kung wala naman sya sa tabi ko?

I don't need his bodyguards that he sent to me. All I need is him, him protecting me...

But just like that. I need to be strong and independent for three days dahil wala si Zach na babantayan ako.

I need to be a good girl too. I need to be more careful to my actions because one wrong move, and my life will gonna put into worse situation again.

Ayoko nang makagawa ng mali. All I want is to live normal. 'Yung malayo sa mga kamalian. 'Yung tahimik at simple lang. At saka, ayoko ng makadamay ng tao dahil ka pag nakagawa nanaman ako ng mali syempre, Zach will gonna involve in the stupid action of mine again dahil sya palagi ang nag aayos at tumutulong saakin para maayos ang mga nagagawa kong mali katulad no'ng nando'n pa lang kami sa Canada.

'Yung nangyari saamin ni Madi, at 'yung ginawa kong pangingielam sa relasyon ng may relasyon.

It's tiring doing nonsense shit.

But at least, I learned to that mistake. May dulot din naman na maganda sa buhay ko ang pag kakamali na iyon because I learned how to become a better person. I learned how to be more careful in every actions that I will made.

And above all. I learned not to judge other people that easily. We need to look more deeper before we throw such hurtful words to them.

Kailangan natin na malaman ang dalawang side nila, kung saan ba nag umpisa ang mali at kung sino ba talaga ang may kasalanan para hindi one sided lang ang pinapakinggan o kinakampihan natin dahil what if kung 'yung kinampihan pala natin ay sya talaga ang may mali edi kawawa ang isa? Edi in the end mag mumuka kang tanga na sugod nang sugod e, hindi mo naman pala inalam talaga kung ano ang totoong nangyari, right?

So we need to look more deeper on side of one another para kahit sa gano'n ay alam mo kung ano ang pinag lalaban mo.

I smiled. Mistake is a part of our lives. Mistake is like a challenge. Sinusubok ka ng pag kakamali mo kung matututo ka ba bandang huli o hindi, and in my case? I think I know the answer... I just need some enough time to heal and move on from my past.

To move on from my mistake and after that, I'll gonna correct my mistake.

Hindi pa naman huli para I correct ang pag kakamali.

'Yong pag kakamali naman lagi lang nand'yan, e. Lagi tayong nakakagawa ng pag kakamali pero nasasayo na iyon kung paano mo ihandle at maka lagpas sa pag kakamali na iyon.

I smiled a bit. Someday, someday. Magagawa ko rin na maitama ang pag kakamali ko sakanya...

I sighed before I think about my life now. My life has a bigger change now. It more better than before. But it's more harder now.

As we grew up. We slowly realize that life isn't that easy at all. Dhil habang lumalaki tayo ay mas lalo tayong namumulat sa realidad at nalalaman natin kung ano ba talaga ang kahulugan ng buhay.