Let Me Love You (Chaos Series #2) [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 36

What is the purpose of our lives in this world?

That's the question that I've been seeking for an answer for so many years and now? It's on my head again.

I don't know what is the purpose of my life here in this world but one thing I knew is I'm  just living for pain.

Nabuhay lang ako para saluhin lahat ng sakit sa mundong 'to. Nabuhay lang ako para maramdaman ang paulit ulit na sakit na ibinibigay ng magulong mundong 'to.

I've been living in so much pain and now? There's another pain again. Damn it! Kailan ba matatapos ang lahat ng pag hihirap na 'to?
Nabuhay lang ata ako para saluhin lahat ng sakit! Iyong sakit na pang habang buhay!

Tss. All I want is to be happy forever but, damn? Bakit hindi ko maranasan 'yon? Gusto ko lang naman mabuhay ng masaya at walang sakit na iniinda tuwing gigising ng umaga pero, fuck! Bakit maski iyon hindi maibigay saakin?

All I want is to live happy with my loveones beside me pero bakit ganito? Bakit kailangan kong paulit ulit na maramdaman ang sakit na 'to?

Bakit pa nabuhay ang isang tao kung puro sakit lang din pala matatamo sa mundong ito?

What is my purpose of being alive here in this world kung puro sakit lang naman ang nararanasan ko?

Fuck it! So much questions are now running in my head! It's sucks. It's really sucks! It's driving me crazy as fuck!

As of now, I really don't know what is the purpose of being alive in this world kung palagi mo naman nararanasan ang sakit na unti unting pumapatay sa'yo, but one thing is I knew.

No one in this world is permanent. No one in this world will stay forever...

Lahat temporary at walang permanent. Lahat aalis at walang mag s-stay.

Bihira na lang ngayon ang mga taong nag s-stay sa buhay natin. Kung may mag stay man siguro bilang na lang.

There's some person that will gonna stay by your side permanently but it's too rare to find that person that willing to stay by your side permanently dahil lahat ay temporary.

Meron naman mga taong may s-stay sa buhay natin at aalis din because their only role in our lives is to give us a lessons about life. Iyong mga taong darating sa buhay natin para mag bigay lang ng aral saatin.

The person that will gonna only stay temporary in our lives and not permanently. Iyong mga taong panandalian lang tayong bibigyan ng kasiyahan sa buhay natin tapos aalis din para bigyan tayo ng habang buhay na aral na dadalhin natin.

And that is Hush's only purpose in our lives.

He only gave us a lesson and not a permanent happiness.

Maybe, he gave us happiness din but it's just a temporary... Panandalian lang lahat ng 'yon.
His only role in our lives is to only bring a lesson to us... Ayon lang at wala ng iba.

Iyong aral na may kasamang sakit na alam kong habang buhay namin dadalhin.

I thought he will gonna stay permanently in our lives but I was wrong... I was so wrong about that thought because he only stayed temporary... Panandalian lang at hindi man lang nag tagal.

I smiled bitterly thinking what happened the day when the media announced in the whole world that the rescue team already found the cold body of kuya Hush and the whole world filled in shock.

Maski ako ay nagulat dahil napakadali ng nangyari. How even that happened? Gano'n na ba ako katagal nawala para hindi ko na nalalaman ang mga nangyayari sa paligid ko na maski man lang makabawi sa mga ginawa saakin ni kuya ay hindi ko man lang nagawa dahil maaga s'yang nawala at kinuha saamin?