Let Me Love You (Chaos Series #2) [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 18

Weeks had passed by since Aly got home here in the Philippines and had our talk in the mall. The things between us went fine and easy. Naging maayos ang pag sstay nya dito sa Pilipinas sa loob ng ilang linggo na 'yon, and I must say that she became happy and free since she decided to go back here in the Philippines and I'm happy, too knowing that she really enjoyed her staying here and knowing that finally, she found her happiness.

I'm really happy to know that she's now free even if it's just a temporary happiness but it's fine. At least, I'm able to see her true smile on her face now, right?

In that passed few weeks, my relationship to Zach went fine, too. Naging maayos ang relasyon namin sa ilang linggo rin na nakakalipas na iyon and I can say that he's sweet, huh? I never knew na may iswesweet pa pala ang lalaking 'yon. Although, he's sweet naman na dati pero naninibago lang ako dahil mas lalo s'yang naging sweet ngayon and romantic! Mas dumouble ang sweetness nya and I can't help but to feel happy whenever I think about it. Hindi ko maiwasang hindi ngumiti ng pag kalapad-lapad tuwing naalala ang mga sweet and romantic scene namin dalawa and his little efforts to make me happy! Lahat ng iyon ay nag papangiti saakin tuwing naalala ko.

I smiled. That man knows how to be sweet and romantic, too, huh? Ang akala ko ay puro ka bitterness lang dahil wala man lang s'yang ka sweetness-sweetness sa katawan dati at puro ka sungitan lang ang alam nya, but I'm wrong because now, I am able to see his sweet side na madalang ko lang makita no'n dahil mas lamang ang kasungitan ng lalaking iyon sa katawan, tss.

But it's okay, at least. We're happy now, right? At least, minsan nakikita ko ang kasiyahan nya sa mga mata tuwing kinukulit ko sya compare before na pag ka frustrate and pag ka annoyed lang ang nakikita ko sa mga mata nya tuwing kukulitin ko sya.

It's different now. The things between Zach and me is different now, and I can say that nag level up naman ang pag sasama namin and I'm so happy knowing that na nag bunga rin sa wakas ang pangungulit ko sakanya! Our relationship now is friends into lover, I think? Oh, well. Hindi na masama.

But just like that. I thought my whole weeks will gonna filled a happy moments with the two important person in my life. Ang akala ko ay iyong ilang linggo na lumipas ay puro kasiyahan lang because I have now the two important person in my life, but I'm wrong. I'm really-really wrong because of the same day when Aly went here in the Philippines, ayon din ang araw na nalaman ng lalaking iyon kung nasaan sya pumunta no'ng tumakas sya sa Canada, and worst. He  texted Aly that she should wait him to come after her here in the Philippines to talk to her and me.

I don't know why he want to talk to me when he texted Aly that day and said that to her in the text message, but one thing is for sure. This is the sign for me to meet him again and to forgive myself and him and also, to admit my mistake to him. Alam kong ito na ang pag kakataon ko para itama ang lahat ng pag kakamali ko sakanya so all I need to do now is to not waste my chance to see him and to make sorry to him.

Buong linggo akong hindi nakatulog ng maayos sa isipin na iyon at kahapon nga ay nagulat na lang ako dahil pag gising ko ay naka received ako ng isang text from unregistered number and when I opened that message, hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko ng malaman kung sino ang unregistered number na nag text saakin kahapon.

It's him.

Iyong lalaki na alam kong hindi ko na maiiwasan ngayon dahil katulad ni Angel ay nandito narin sya sa Pilipinas and he said that he want to talk to me about something at ngayon ang araw na 'yon.

After that text message from him, I suddenly realized that it's time to correct my mistake and it's time to forgive each other. Naisip ko kahapon na baka siguro nag text 'yong lalaking iyon saakin ay para ipaalala na kahit anong iwas ko no'n sakanya ay darating at darating talaga ang oras na dapat humingi na ako ng tawad at iadmit ang kamalian ko no'n na nagawa ko sa taong iyon so, I have no choice but to face him now.